Chapter 1119： Kneeling and going down

This year’s New Year’s Eve is different from previous years. Although everyone has a smile on their faces, they always feel empty in their hearts. The family that was intact is still broken after all.

When Xiang Jie was sitting on the sofa watching the Spring Festival Gala, although she was often amused by the show, every smile she made was not true to her eyes.

Perhaps, no matter how angry she is now, she still feels that she would feel too imperfect without Xiang Simei!

After the Spring Festival Gala, the family gathering ended, Xiang Jie lay on the bed, thinking about today's affairs. Suddenly, she felt so tired!

I have never felt this way before, and even though she has worked hard for her career over the years, planning various businesses, she has never felt so tired.

Now, when I think about it, it is my family that makes my heart tired the most!

From the first fifth, to the third third, to the fifth, and now the fourth! She always has a heart to fuck. I don't know, will the sixth child make myself so entangled and so hard?

She longs for the warmth of the family and looks forward to the happiness and reunion of the family! It doesn't hurt to work hard for this family, but what makes her even more sad is that the sister, who has always been the most beloved, will suddenly give herself such a heavy blow.

Hidden in the bed, tears rolled down uncontrollably. Firecrackers are still crackling outside, but this year's joy seems to have nothing to do with her.

Xiang Jie had a hard time here, and Xiang Simei had a hard time over there.

Wei Xiang did not cook mature rice with her raw rice as she thought. Wei Xiang arranged her in his room, and he went to the next room.

It was very cold in Wei Xiang's room. Although the stove could be used for heating, compared with the temperature at home, it was like the sky and the underground.

Wei Xiangsheng was afraid that she would be cold, so he hugged her a few extra quilts and pressed her against her body. Her body was so heavy that when she turned over, a chill pours in from her shoulders, making her shiver with cold.

Xiang Simei thought that at least Wei Xiang's warm embrace was used to keep warm tonight, but he didn't expect that it would be futile in the end.

Wei Xiang said: I will go to get the certificate in a few days. Before we get married, I can't live together. Let her stay in this room for a while! After speaking, he turned and left without even giving her a look.

Xiang Simei always felt a little lost and sad in her heart. She knew that she made Wei Xiang angry today, and he didn't want to look at herself. However, he treated himself so indifferently, and he always felt that he had no confidence.

She remembered watching the Spring Festival Gala. She followed Wei Xiang's family and sat in front of the TV. Their home had been replaced with a large color TV, but Wei Xiang's home was still a black and white TV. The picture is not clear, and it doesn't seem to have the atmosphere when she spends the New Year at home.

Being in this home, Wei Xiang was angry with himself, and occasionally said a few words to himself, as if he were a stranger, but most of the time, he was chatting with his parents. They talked about the Spring Festival Gala, the festival, and the New Year, but they didn't talk about her.

Xiang Simei hid in the bed, thinking about the warmth at home and the happy New Year in previous years, she always felt empty and cold in her heart!

It was too cold, I wrapped the quilt tightly, and wrapped myself tightly. Xiang Jie's angry face suddenly appeared in his mind. After calming down now, it seemed that all his memories had flooded into his mind.

What did she do! What did you say! What happened to her back then? Why can we do such a thing and say such a thing?

Presumably, the whole family is very chilling towards her, right? Everyone is looking forward to her going back to celebrate the New Year, right?

is it? is it?

Isn't it true that in these days of family reunion, no one is worried about her having a happy New Year here? Is it cold to sleep? Or is it that the food tastes good? They should all be looking forward to not going back! Are you looking forward to her going well?

In this way, they can relieve their anger! In this way, she can be punished for her mistakes?

Tears silently slipped down the corners of her eyes, her heart was terribly uncomfortable, and her original firm heart suddenly became a little confused. She doesn't know if she is right or wrong now! But she knew that she had chosen such a path, even if she was kneeling, she had to go down!

Before dawn, with a burst of firecrackers, Xiang Simei was awakened. She looked outside, the sky was not clear yet. Just about to get up, I heard a knock on the door outside.

"Get up, someone will come to pay a New Year greeting in a while!"

That was Wei Mu's voice, eager and full of impatience.

Xiang Simei looked at the door of the room, and felt unspeakable in her heart. This is her future mother-in-law, the person who will get along with each other day and night, is it possible that they will keep getting along like this?

At that time, the reason why she didn't refute Wei's mother was because Wei Xiang told herself, let her be patient, his mother was a hard-spoken person, and slowly she would fall in love with her. Their future lives are to be happy and happy, not full of quarrels.

Xiang Simei believed and listened. However, it had been so long, she was still rejected by Wei's mother all the time.

"Okay, that's it." Xiang Simei withdrew his emotions, and still endured his temper.

After one night, the stove had gone out, and the room was trembling with cold, and Xiang Simei could hardly even reach out his arm. It was a special torment to sleep this night. The quilt in their house was not to be said, and it was still very hard. How could it be like the quilt in her house, soft and comfortable?

Moreover, the quilt was already pilled, Xiang Simei walked in a hurry, and she didn't bring her pajamas. She slept all night, and her skin felt uncomfortable.

Thinking of this, I thought of my eldest sister. From small to large, all the eldest sisters have done the best for themselves. However, now I really hurt my eldest sister's heart!

My nose was sore, tears wanted to roll down again. But what can be done? She seemed to have come this far, if she went back so quickly and surrendered to her eldest sister, it would seem that she was too spineless!

Now, how many grievances I have in my heart, I can only endure it alone. She is in someone's home, and she has to abide by the rules of other people's home. She still knows this!

Putting on his clothes braving the bone-chilling air, just after getting out of bed, he heard a knock on the door again, and Xiang Simei still wondered if he was so anxious? Isn't she up already?

"Simei, have you gotten up?" Wei Xiang's voice came from outside, and a smile finally appeared on the corners of Simei's gloomy mouth.