Chapter 1276： executioner

Xiang Simei was heartbroken and felt like she was about to suffocate. He hugged his knees like that and cried silently for a long time.

When she stood up from the ground, her legs were a little numb. Because she cried for too long, her head was also a little deprived of oxygen, and she felt dizzy.

She endured the depression and sadness in her heart and lay down on her bed. Her bed was soft and comfortable. Compared with the bed at Wei Xiang's house, it was like being in heaven, and the other in a thatched hut.

She could have been a carefree eldest, she could have always been. However, she gave up everything for the so-called love.

She thought that her love could return to its original point, but in the end, she found that when a person's heart is a little hurt and want to return to the original point, it is simply a fool's dream.

She holds the traditional old thinking, holding hands for a lifetime, but she can't resist the estrangement in her heart. She didn't know whether she had changed or Wei Xiang had changed. Although Wei Xiang doesn't do anything to her anymore, his previous feelings don't seem to be so strong anymore.

Between them, it was like a marriage for the sake of maintaining the marriage. Xiang Simei just didn't want to be laughed at, laughing at her choice was wrong. I don't want people to think that I'm joking about marriage.

She has always adhered to a belief in her heart, a belief that was traditional enough to make her lose herself. However, at this moment, she was suddenly hesitant. When comparing the living environment of her parents' family and her husband's family, she realized that this kind of life is very different. She hesitated about what kind of life she wanted.

Xiang Shan often says something to herself, that is to let herself imagine whether her choice is right or wrong. In the past three months, she has never forgotten this sentence. Whenever she thinks of the things they told her elder sister to do for herself, she secretly wipes her tears.

At that time, she even wanted to come back, to come back to her family. However, when I think of giving up all the marriages I chose, I feel a little reluctant. Coupled with Wei Xiang's repeated promises to himself that he will reform himself, to be honest, he has indeed done it. However, in the end, everything has changed.

The current life is not what she wanted at the beginning. Even when they lived as husband and wife, they were not as passionate and full of love as they used to be. Now, everything they do seems to be reluctant to do to maintain this marriage.

Not only Xiang Simei felt this way, but Wei Xiang as well.

Anyway, the relationship between the two of them is not very close. Although both of them know that they are husband and wife, they are husband and wife who have done a lot of hurtful things to get together. However, for themselves, there is no husband and wife feeling.

Xiang Simei unconsciously reached out and touched his abdomen, where a new life was born.

When she was pregnant for the first time, she didn't know that in order to pray for Xiang Jie's forgiveness, she knelt at the gate for a long time, which eventually resulted in a miscarriage. She didn't even have a chance to talk to her own children, and she lost the fate of mother and son.

At that time, she desperately wanted a child instead of raising Wei Xiang and his ex-wife's child all the time. She thought to herself that if they had children of their own, their marriage would be happier and happier.

But now, the second child is here again. Xiang Simei found out that she was not ready yet. She didn't know whether her marriage with Wei Xiang could last, or how long it could last?

But she also knew that the child in her belly was innocent. She had already lost a child and did not want to lose another.

She has done so many wrong things, but God can still have mercy on her and give her a child. She doesn't want to be another executioner who hurts the child.

Now, the child has been in her womb for almost two months. Although the baby has not yet moved, she can clearly feel that a baby is being conceived in her womb. The arrival of the child is the fate between their mother and son, and Xiang Simei didn't want to cut off this fate with her own hands.

From the moment she became pregnant, she seemed to slowly understand the heart of a mother. Every mother wants to do everything in her power to protect her child.

However, their mother is not. Their mother, from when they were very young, began to think about how to abandon them, and even after meeting them later, she still did not treat them like children.

They have never experienced loving-kindness or maternal love in their mother. However, these things are nothing to them, they are lacking if they are missing, because Xiang Jie, as the eldest sister, has given them everything that should be given.

All of them grew up under the protection of Xiang Jie, and it was also thanks to Xiang Jie's efforts that they lived such a good life.

In the past, Xiang Simei was the most obedient in this family, so Xiang Jie also loved her the most. However, it seems that so far, the most obedient person in this family is actually the second child - Xiang Erzhuang.

Because, from the beginning, Xiang Erzhuang has always listened to the boss's words, and he will do whatever the boss arranges. Even when he was far away from his hometown and went to the East, he had no complaints in his heart. As long as it was arranged by the boss, he would complete it without hesitation.

The third child was rebellious, and what she did back then hurt Xiang Jie a lot. Later, the fifth son also rebelled and even sent himself into the bureau.

However, they came back after all. As the boss of the family, Xiang Jie finally chose tolerance and forgiveness.

Xiang Simei remembered that Xiang Jie often told her at that time that from then on, their family was reunited, the family was reunited, and they lived happily ever after!

Why in the end? Xiang Simei didn't rebel in her youth, but when she was about to admit it, she made such a scene, which hurt Xiang Jie deeply.

Xiang Shan once told her that Xiang Simei used to compare the mistakes of the third and fifth children. She felt that Xiang Jie was unfair. They made such big mistakes, and Xiang Jie could forgive them. But her own mistake was just choosing a marriage that was not blessed by her, and then said nothing could be forgiven.

Xiang Shan said that she can't compare with them, because in this family, the eldest sister loves and trusts her the most. But in the end, it was her who hurt her the most and betrayed her the most!

At that time, Xiang Simei couldn't figure it out, and couldn't understand it either. She only felt that she was partial to Simei, and made an exception to herself. She even felt selfishly that Xiang Jie wanted to keep her college student by her side to serve her, so she was unwilling to fulfill her marriage.