Chapter 83 - Let's Do It Together.

She actually confessed openly that she loves him!!

What else can make him the happiest man alive??

So, Louis wanted to confess his deeds as well. Looking at her with deep at slightly sober eyes he said, "I will love you forever, Brina.... forever."

He was about to lean their foreheads together. However, he registered the fact that her head is bandaged. So, he restrained himself from doing so and pressed her palm to his face. 

"And, I have something to tell you as well" Louis told, caressing her cheeks.

Looking into her anxious and curious eyes, he sighed.

Though Harry encouraged him with a lot of support, it still took him a lot of courage.

What if she think in negative way??

Nickolas lied to her as well and their love started with a lie, resembling her past encounter.

He was afraid... very afraid.

"What it it that you want to tell me? Go on, honey" Brina said, after few seconds. Her voice dropping with honey.

It some how boosted his courage and Louis closed his eyes and took a long breath.

"Brina, you wanted me to be a straightforward and sincere but I was such a coward. A coward who was very afraid of losing you." he said, as he gave her a faint smile, when he opened his greyish black eyes.

"I wanted to tell you everytime you shower me with such a love and trust. But when I look into your eyes, I lose all my courage. And, this has been haunting me in every second of my life" Louis said, as he shut his eyes tightly and buried his face in her neck.

Few days back, he was afraid because he wasn't an emolyee and ordinary guy she wants. However, he had that confidence of making it right. But now, he is afraid because he lied to her, he cheated her with his words to get close to her.

Doesn't it resemble to Nickolas whom she hates most? She hates him to such an extent that she even removed 'Sab' from her name just because he used to call her so.

And, now, he couldnt guaze how deep her hatred is running to.

In meanwhile, the sadness and guilt is too obvious in his eyes that Brina couldn't help pout.

He is struggling a lot to open up about something but he is failing to do so and, she knew how that feeling will be. After all, they are on the same page now. 

And it turns out to be, she might not even be able to open up at all. Her past was that dark and secretive. 

What Harry showed Louis is just some of the brightest spots in her dark and complex life. She is afraid to tell Louis about it.

On the other hand, Louis might not have dark past like Brina has, but sometimes his life could be counted as complicated as well. 

It is just his luck of being the second born that he don't have to carry the family burden and responsibilities. So, the complications in his life could be scaled as three out of ten. While, Brina can overrun the scaling itself.

Meanwhile… 

Louis sniffled and sat down hugging her but he couldn't talk.

Today, when Harry compared him and Nickolas... Louis felt like some of the things resembling in them. It made him afraid of losing her.

Though he knows that it will be revealed one or other day, he still hoped that he will find a right way to tell her all these.

In meanwhile, Brina hugged him and tilted her head intentionally and their lips inched very close as their warm breaths lingering on each other's faces. She is waiting for him to speak out but all he did was remain silent. 

She could see that internal fight between himself and his fear. She knows it will take time to win his internal struggles. 

After all, she is in the same grounds, fighting the same. But her Louis is so understanding that he gave her time, how much ever she wanted. 

'Can't I do that same for my love?' she questioned herself when she noticed the pain in Louis's eyes. 

'Of course I can.' and that was the answer she could right away give it to herself. 

"What is it, that you wanted to tell me?" Brina asked after a few seconds. 

If he is still hesitating, she will of course give him time. 

Right now, it simply doesn't matter what it is, because she is already in love with Louis. 

Even having a second thoughts about him is like disrespecting his loves for her and Brina doesn't want to do that. 

Smiling at him, Brina caressed his cheek with her good hand. "I love you Louis. And it doesn't matter what your secret is about. And, if you want time to open up, let's do it together." She said. 

"Time can heals everything and it will of course make us leave behind our insecurities and fears as well. Let's take it slow." she said. 

Louis shook his head, slightly. 

After hearing her words, Louis felt like there is no point in taking time. He already got his assurances from Brina how much she loves him. 

It's better not to delay anymore. 

"I.. Brina.. Actually, I am." he was about to say something when he got interjected due to sudden arrival of someone. 

And, when Harry saw them, he couldn't help but cough.

*Cough* 

A sudden yet deliberate cough brought both of them back to the world, and it is only when Louis remembered that Brina is actually injured. 

He immediately released Brina from his hug and Brina properly sat down on the bed, their fingers still entwined together. 

"Are you hurt? I'm sorry. I totally forgot about your situation and lost my control when you confessed." Louis said and started checking her arms and face. 

Brina shook her head horizontally. "I'm not hurt. In fact, I'm feeling a lot better now." she said, giving him her signatures smile. 

"Someone is started to flirting as soon as they woke up." Harry, who just entered the room, teased. But he is shooking his head, asking Louis not to open up right now.

He just got reports from his father and the doctors warned not to stress her mind too much. Her head injury isn't as simple as it seems to be.

Brina saw Harry and the others and a smile blossomed on her face. She is happy that Harry and Louis are not in bad terms. 

And she knows that, Harry is eating tons of vinegar just because she didn't ask about him after waking up. In addition to that, she and Louis are taking eternity to talk with each other. 

Harry is like always, over protective and she always thought that he would give hard time to Louis. However, it seems like it is the other way around. 

Perhaps Louis passed Harry's tests..

Earlier, when Brina woke up and found herself in a familiar surroundings. She knew that she is in S & S hospital in the other city which is near to the orphanage. 

However, her first thought was about Louis. Whether he arrives here or not. 

If he did, he would have found out her relationship with Harry and probably facing hard time due to her sister complex syndrome brother. 

And, when Brina asked the nurse about Louis. She informed her that he was here and was talking with Harry and the others. 

So, Brina figured it out that Louis would probably be aware of her former life style. 

That's the reason why she asked if he will ever leave her. 

After all she was the reason for her family's death and he might think of her as a bad luck and have a second thoughts. It is after all what some of her friends and relatives did. They left her because of the same mind set. 

Though Brina knows that Louis isn't like that, her insecurities of course surface up. Especially if they are tied up to her traumas. 

Needless to say, Louis noticed her eyes dimming off. 

"You will always be the one and only one love in my heart Brina. There is no place for a second thoughts." he whispered into her ear as if he just read her like an open book. 

'I am afraid of hurting your feelings now. You have such a noble thinking about me but what if you get to know that I am a liar as well' Louis thought.

"Though I want to see the live action, romantic movie, we have something to talk. I just got reports from doctors and also the lead from our investigation" he said. 

" We found out who caused your accident" Harry told.