Chapter 188

I thought, "you can't lose your business and get divorced, can you?"

"It's smart, it's a guess." Sister Juan laughed and poured me another glass of wine.

"Really? Why? Why divorce when business fails? Did you put it forward, or did your husband put it forward? "

"I used to be a cosmetics dealer. I was a brand dealer in Chongqing. At one time, I did well and made money. Later, because of some reasons, my business failed and owed hundreds of thousands of debts. My ex husband asked for a divorce. At that time, I was forced to pay debts everywhere. Of course, the child would not be awarded to me, so the custody of the child was given to him, and I left Chongqing. "

I was surprised again, "do you have children?"

"You don't have to exaggerate. Since I've been married, what's so strange about having children?"

I think so. I seem to be exaggerating.

"Where is your child now? How old is he? Boy or girl? "

"Girl, she's five years old and three months old. She's beautiful and smart."

One second before, sister Juan was smiling. The next second, her eyes suddenly turned red. She looked up at the sky and adjusted her mood. When she lowered her head, her face became calm again.

I also suddenly have a fever in my eyes, because I think of my daughter, but she is no longer there and left me forever.

I also controlled my emotions to keep the depressed sadness from spreading.

"Have you seen her then?"

Sister Juan nodded, "yes, but because she didn't live together, she didn't like me. Moreover, my ex husband seldom let her see me. My ex husband is also a civil servant and a small leader. You know the style of a small leader."

I nodded, I know too much, that kind of inexplicable superiority, that kind of conceited pride, I simply too clear.

"Then why do you want to leave Chongqing? If you stay there, you can at least have more time to see your daughter."

"At that time, I owed a lot of debts, and I couldn't stay in the local area any longer, so I had to flee. Moreover, my hometown itself was from Zhushi, so I came back. Later, I paid off my debt and wanted to go back, but I found that everything had changed and I couldn't go back. Even if I was in Chongqing, I couldn't see my daughter once a month, so I simply wouldn't go back. When she grew up and got rid of the control of my ex husband, I would slowly explain my helplessness to her. "

I nodded, the original everyone is so not easy, have their own sad.

"You've never mentioned your past. I've heard people in the company say something about you, but it doesn't seem to be true. It's very different from what you said."

"No matter how sad the experience is, it sounds like a story to others. I was born as a salesman, and making up stories is my strong point. So what I tell to the outside world is all stories I make up casually, and there are all kinds of versions." Sister Juan said with a smile.

"Thank you for telling me the real version today."

"There is a saying that the best way to comfort others is to make yourself worse than her, so do you feel better after listening to my story?" Sister Juan said with a smile.

"I don't think you are worse than me. At least your daughter is still here. You still have a chance to see her..."

At this point, I forced to stop, can not go on, go on, I must cry, two women in the night market stand drinking, also drink while crying, that's too ugly.

"Well, don't say unhappy, let's discuss the problems you face." Sister Juan perked up.

"Well, what's the best way to solve the problem I'm facing?" I asked with a smile.

"There must be no smart moves. As the old saying goes, the key to this depends on Mr. Fang's attitude."

"He is optimistic. He says he can persuade Mrs. Fang, but I don't think so. I don't think Mrs. Fang will let Fang zhe be with me. Fang Zhe's conditions are so good that there is no need to find a divorced person."

"You are not confident. I ask you, when Mr. Fang was with you, did you know that you were married?"

"I know. I have nothing to hide from him. "

"That's enough. It shows that Mr. Fang is his own choice to be with you. He knows your conditions, but he is still with you. It shows that he doesn't care about your past. As long as he doesn't care, no one can stop him."

"That's what I said, but Fang Zhe's father is gone. He is a filial son. He can't disobey his mother, and I don't want to have conflicts between him and his mother because of me."

Sister Juan thought for a moment with her wine glass. She didn't drink it and put it down again.

"My president Su, things in this world are not perfect. You can't expect that everyone in the Fang family likes you and dotes on you like Mr. Fang. You think that quitting on your own initiative is to improve the harmony of the Fang family, but Mr. Fang doesn't necessarily think so. If Mr. Fang is separated from you and married a woman that Mrs. Fang likes, is there no contradiction in their family Are you happy? "

Sister Juan's persuading ability is really strong. I can't speak when she asks me."So?" I asked with difficulty.

"We are all people who have failed in marriage. We know the value of a happy marriage, and we also know that fate can not be forced to stay. As long as we like it, we will fight for it. We can't control so much. If you only think about others, who will consider your happiness? "

I couldn't answer again, so I asked again, "so?"

"So don't think so much about it. It's not important that Mrs. Fang doesn't like you, as long as Mr. Fang likes you. Divorce is just a wrong feeling, not a crime. Anyone who has committed a crime should be forgiven after his sentence. Can't divorce be understood? "

I nodded, "you're right. If everyone thinks like you, there won't be so much discrimination in the world."

"There is no way for others to discriminate against us, but we have to treat ourselves as individuals first. It's quite normal that mother-in-law doesn't like daughter-in-law. I dare say that out of ten mother-in-law, at most two like daughter-in-law, and the other eight don't like daughter-in-law. Since it's so common, what do you mind?"

I filled her with, "listening to you is better than reading for ten years. I understand. How are you and Mr. Zhang? "

"You say Zhang Zhongcheng? Long time no see. "

"Ah, haven't you been very close for a while, why haven't you seen each other for a long time?" I was surprised.

"I slept once, and then he said he would marry me, so I didn't see him. Seeing him was just business. It's purely business. We have a good cooperation with his company now."

When I heard that, I felt even more strange. "What you mean by that seems to be that you are not responsible for sleeping someone else?"

Juan elder sister laughs, "is to sleep him, of course, he also wants to sleep me ah, can be understood as each needs."

"Well, if you put people to sleep, you have to be responsible. Why do you run away when they say they want to marry you?"

"I don't want to get married." Sister Juan is really amazing.

"Why?"

"I don't believe in marriage. It's boring and I can't stand ups and downs. Zhang Zhongcheng and I like each other now. It's OK to have a sleep. But if I want to get married, he will be tired of me sooner or later. Instead of waiting for him to be tired of me, it's better to leave before he is tired."

I understand. She has been comforting me, but in fact, she is a real pessimist about marriage.

"Don't you mean that I should be brave to pursue my own happiness? Then what are you? Happiness is far away, but you have to escape? So you only cross others, not yourself? " I said with a smile.

"Zhang Zhongcheng is different to me and Mr. Fang is different to you. He doesn't understand my past. He only sees the shining point on me. When he really understands me, he will be tired. I don't want to be tired of him. I can sleep with him, but I won't marry him."

I wanted to persuade her, but I didn't know how to open my mouth. Before, she always advised me and enlightened me. If I now enlightened her in turn, it would be too strange.

So I choose to give up, since everyone is not easy, then drink well.

After peeling the crayfish, I found that there were many empty wine bottles under our feet. My head was a little dizzy. Sister Juan was ok, but her eyes began to blur.

"Give it back? If I'm going back, I'll call someone to drive. " Sister Juan asked me.

"No, I don't have a place to go. I'll stay in a hotel nearby."

"OK, then stay and let's talk." Said Sister Juan.

"No, it's too late. I have to work tomorrow."

"That's OK. Let's open two rooms and sleep in one, or we'll have to continue talking."

There is a good hotel nearby, which has two rooms. After saying good night to each other, we went into each room.

When I came out from the bathroom wearing a bath towel, I saw that there were eight missed calls on my mobile phone, all from Fang Zhe, and there were two messages asking where I was and why I didn't answer the phone.

I wanted to call him, but just think about it and put the phone aside.

But soon he called again and I had to pick it up.

"Where are you and why don't you answer the phone?" Fang Zhe's eager voice.

"I'm in the hotel. I'm sleeping. I'll talk about it tomorrow."

"Hotel? Why are you at the hotel? Don't you mean to work overtime in the company? I come to your company to meet you. The company lights are off. Who are you with at the hotel? "

"Sister Juan and I, after we finished working overtime, came out for a snack. After drinking some wine, we didn't want to go back, so we stayed nearby."

"Then you ask Feng Caijuan to answer the phone." Fang zhe said.

"I'm not in the same room with her. Forget it. I don't want to disturb her to rest. I'm going to sleep, too. I'll talk about it tomorrow. "

"That's how you want to get rid of me? Do you want to go to sleep? I'll come to the hotel where you are Fang Zhe is in a hurry.

I realized that he was doubting me. He didn't believe that I was in the hotel with sister Juan.