Chapter 122

After they had prepared for a while, it was more than five o'clock when they really arrived at Hu Juan's funeral, and the guests who came to the funeral had already left. In fact, Hu Juan's popularity was not very good, and there were not many people who really came to her funeral.

Suri, as a colleague, hands the gift money to mother Hu, who is crying at the door.

Mother Hu didn't know Suri. She held Suri's hand in a friendly way. Her rough skin rubbed Suri's palm. She never thought that Hu Juan's mother was a real farmer, simple, old, friendly and at a loss.

The thick cocoon of her palm seemed to press in Suri's heart. She heard the sound of her heart breaking and bleeding, and her skin was a little red.

This mother's daughter died because of her.

There is no excuse, no reason, this sense of guilt, maybe she will carry on until the day of death.

"You are her colleague. Juan'er must be very happy. Juan'er always says that she has no friends and people here look down on her." Mother Hu wiped her tears and dragged Suri to talk.

Suri was dumb.

she has never despised Hu Juan, nor has she ever paid attention to Hu Juan's family affairs. Hu Juan's dress has been bright, perfume is CD, scarf is also Chanel, and no one ever doubted her family and financial resources.

But it turns out that all this armed, just because Inferiority in the bones?

"It's a pity that she is still so young. She called me some time ago and said that she had a boyfriend she liked. How could it be that she caught fire..." Mother Hu covered her face and cried again. Suri just stood still.

Alex sees this and quickly walks over. He holds Suri's waist and takes her away from her mother.

Continuing to see her mother's pain only increases her guilt.

It doesn't help.

Suri is a little silly to be dragged away by Alex. She lowers her head and dares not to look at the mother who is still struggling to endure even if she loses her daughter, just like most mothers in this country.

She thought of her own.

If it was her funeral, what would it be like?

"Don't think, Suri. It's not your fault. It's none of your business. You just saw it." Alex whispered in fear as she collapsed.

Now Suri, has reached an extreme, perhaps any straw, can let her collapse to pieces.

However, Suri still stood upright, neither collapsed nor lost his state. She gently pushed Alex away, barely shaking her head and said, "I'm ok."

Alex can only let go of her, but dare not go far, can only follow behind, guard her into the spirit hall, stand in front of Hu Juan, bend down.

A bow.

Two bows.

Three bows.

The girl in the photo is pure and beautiful, which is quite different from Hu Juan they know well.

Suri lights up three incense sticks and inserts them into the censer in front of the photo.

The girl inside looked at her quietly.

Yin and yang are separated. They are just strangers.

"I know you hate me. Maybe I've snatched the happiness you expect, maybe I can't help you, maybe I'm in your way, but I can't make up for it now. I can't go to hell with you. On the contrary, I have decided to live a good life and try to make myself better. If you are not willing to come to me, I will not deny, but will not bear any price for it. I will not go to hell with you, absolutely not. There are no people I love in hell, and I can't give them happiness. I can only say to you, your mother, I will take care of it. From then on, Hu Juan, goodbye, please go all the way. "

She is almost a standard funeral guest. However, all this makes Alex more and more frightened.

He didn't know what Suri wanted to do?

What Suri said was too low to be heard.

Then, Suri stood up. She went to mother Hu and bowed down again. She gave a very solemn salute. Get up again. "I am the last person to accompany her. If you have anything, please come to me at any time. I'll call on you when I have the chance

Hu's mother gives her a gift, and Suri helps her.

After Suri left, mother Hu lowered her head and took out the gift money Suri had given her.

It's a check.

A huge check for Hu's mother, 300000.

That's all Suri's property, her own.

Alex and Suri leave together. Her composure at the funeral makes Alex unable to comment, so he can only follow her in silence.

When he got on the bus, he asked, "where to go?"

As a matter of fact, he still hopes to go to the hospital soon. Suri's face has become very ugly. Just now, how calm she was at the funeral, then, how deep her scars are, people need to vent. Now, she has chosen to endure all of them.He returned to the original Suri, who always attributed everything to the silent Suri.

"Can I go to another place?" Suri prays to look at Alex. The fragility in his eyes makes Alex unable to refuse.

"Where to?" Alex can only ask.

"The law firm." "The law firm that works for crowns," Suri said

Alex's hand on the steering wheel falters, and finally he doesn't ask anything.

He had already vaguely guessed what Suri was about to do.

She is no longer true or false.

If, this is the answer you give, this is your final choice, then, she can only turn around, turn around, leave everything he gave.

That huge legacy is enough to build a strong foundation.

For all the elderly and children who lost their relatives in accidents or disasters, for all AIDS patients, for all single parent families.

There are a lot of documents. It is really established. The procedure is complicated. Suri can only sign a declaration of abandoning property today.

They agreed to deal with the rest after Suri came back from France.

After signing that name on a blank document, she was relaxed.

She had returned to her poor life, but she had never been so relaxed these days.

From now on, these things have nothing to do with her.

She wants to live again and well.

For mother, for joy.

"Now, may I marry the hospital?" Alex turns to ask as he steps out of the firm.

He really began to worry about Suri's health. Although she looked good, her face was really bad.

Suri turned his head and gave him a light look. Then he said with a smile, "Alex, are you short of an agent?"

"It's missing." Alex answers.

"Then, hire me." She is relaxed and confident, "although I have a low education, I have worked in sales for two years. It took me only one year to be promoted from an ordinary salesman to a manager. I have hosted dozens of large-scale programs independently. Although I have no working experience in the entertainment industry, I have very strong learning ability and enough professionalism. The most important thing is that I am a professional It won't hurt you. You can always rely on me. "

She spoke so seriously that she seemed to be a real employee.

Alex couldn't laugh or cry.

"Suri, you're going to marry movaya."

How can the Mo family allow her to work outside?

What's more, it's still hard work to be an agent for others.

"There won't be a wedding." Suri raised her face. Her face was bright and bright. For a moment, Alex almost saw the girl he had seen for the first time. She was proud, confident and in high spirits.

Maybe she will always rely on herself, maybe she can't understand a lot of things. However, she has never been defeated.

But -

"what do you mean, there won't be a wedding?" Alex looks at her and asks.

"Maybe, I really shouldn't monopolize Lele. Lele will return to the Mo family, but I may not necessarily marry mofanya. In doing so, the people of the Mo family will be relieved. " Suri continued: "we can raise Lele together. I don't need that

More do not want to movaya in the day and night of the relative continue to be injured.

"However, that means that you may be separated from Le Le if Mo Fanya marries someone else..." Alex had to be on the side.

Lele is the whole of Suri's life. If she gives in and lets Lele go with her father, her rights will be limited. Now it's OK for mofanya to be unmarried. When she remarries, Lele's mother in law will no longer be Suri. She would even be restricted from visiting him.

Suri lowers her head and smiles. "I know, but I can't give him a better life. "

It's more than life. If she insists on her own way and takes Lele by her side, maybe even his life can't be guaranteed.

She couldn't support him any more, so she had to let go.

Even Lele will leave her one day. He will have his own father, his own life, his own wife, his own job and his own children when he grows up

Over the years, she has always tried to grasp something reliable, something that can be held in the palm of her hand. Now she knows that nothing can be grasped until the end.

There's nothing in it but an empty hand.

"Suri..." Alex didn't know what to say.

She is not joking. Her expression is so quiet and her eyes are so clear. It seems that she has not been exhausted after several days of attacks and disturbances. In fact, she seems to have regained her courage.

Alex was in a trance for a moment. He saw something firm in her. However, he also knew that, in fact, those things were also easy to destroy.Can she smile like this when she knows the truth?

I wish she would never know.

"No matter what decision you make, now, go to the hospital!" Alex stopped driving her crazy, forced her into the car and drove directly in the direction of the hospital.

Suri finally obeyed and stopped yelling about where to go. Her head was against the window, and before long, she fell asleep. Alex listened to her shallow breathing and the occasional voice of turning over. Suddenly, she felt very calm, as if she had never been so quiet in her life.

Obviously, he was worried, but he hoped that the road would never stop.

In a daze, Suri called him.

“Alex。”

"Well?" Alex turns his eyes and looks at her gently.

"That's very kind of you." She muttered, turning over.

Alex takes his eyes back and looks warm.

Two days of running, finally in exchange for such three words, but also feel that it is the most worthwhile in the world.

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it's easy to get to the hospital. Alex pushes Suri, but Suri is still sleeping and can't wake up.

He reached for her forehead, and she had a high fever again. The scorching temperature almost scalded Alex's hand directly.

After he was a little dazed, he didn't even have time to lock the car. Holding her, he rushed to the gate of the hospital.

Suri was quickly taken to the emergency room.

Alex waited anxiously outside, his hands clasped against his lower lip, not much better than Suri's.

If Suri really had an accident, he would never forgive himself. She was clearly beside him, but he did not take care of her, but let her capricious.

Such a serious high fever can't be a simple cold.

What else is the reason?

What the hell did cat put in the wine?

The light in the emergency room is always on and off, and his hand is cold enough to be unpopular. Alex wants to call Li AI, but he is worried that it will disturb Su's mother. Mo Fanya's name is found in the phone book, and he can't press it.

He could only wait, in vain.

Half an hour later, Alex almost thought it was a century long.

It was easy. When the emergency room door opened, a doctor in white came out.

Alex rushed over and asked anxiously, "is she OK?"

"It's nothing serious. It's gastritis." The doctor hesitated for a moment, or explained: "however, her gastritis has been very serious, we have done a CT for her, the specific situation is not qualitative, we have to wait for the results tomorrow, this period of time must pay attention to diet and mood."

Alex was relieved to hear that it was gastritis.

Suri hasn't had a normal diet all the time. She's very sad and happy. It's not surprising that she will get sick.

As long as it's not a serious illness.

"Can I see her now?" He asked carefully.

"Yes, the patient is awake." Said the doctor, who had made way for the door.

Alex walks in quickly. Suri is really awake and is lying in bed, watching the nurse put a sling on her wrist.

Seeing Alex, she said sheepishly, "I'm sorry to worry you again. I have a small problem. Go back to have a rest. You haven't had a rest these two days."

”It doesn't matter. You can sleep for a while and get up later to have porridge. " Alex whispered, "the doctor told you to pay attention to your diet.".

Suri nodded obediently, "well, pay attention later!"

However, nine out of ten urban residents suffer from gastritis. In fact, Suri is not worried.

"Hurry up. I'll call Li AI." Alex says he's about to take out his cell phone.

If it's a minor illness, it's OK to tell them.

"Don't call. I'll be discharged tomorrow after I get some sleep. Don't let them worry. If you are here, I can't sleep Suri has already started to chase customers.

Alex knows what she said is not bad. If he stays here, I'm afraid Suri can't sleep at ease.

Anyway, now that she is in the hospital, people have figured out that nothing will happen for the time being.

Alex stood up and said, "well, sleep well. I'll see you tomorrow morning."

"Well." Suri nods.

Alex went out in this way. When he walked out of the hospital, he always felt that something was wrong, but after thinking about it, he didn't know what was wrong.

All in all, it was a good thing for her to get over that hurdle herself, wasn't it?

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Alex came early the next morning and even brought his porridge. By the time he got to the hospital, Suri was already making his bed."Ready for discharge so soon?" He was stunned and asked.

"A small gastritis, if always occupy the bed, not let other patients despise it?" Suri had a good night's sleep and looked radiant. She was no longer sick.

"Congee first, and then take you home." Alex hands the porridge to her, and Suri is also very face saving. She drinks two bowls of rice. Then, she spontaneously calls Su's mother and says that she is safe. Then, she calls Mo Fanya.

"Fanya, this is Suri. Well, are you free now? Can I see you on the left bank? I'm fine. How's Lele? Yes, eleven o'clock will do Well, I'm done. I'm sorry to worry you OK. I'll see you later. "

On the left bank is Alex's bar.

Alex picks up the dishes and chopsticks next to him. He sniffs and slows down a little.

In the end, no one was married.

But, don't know why, he didn't feel happy, just, there was a strange pain, for her, for a reason that even he didn't understand.

Mofanya arrived on the left bank at the appointed time. Until then, he had been worried that Suri would disappear.

Maybe she found that person, maybe her choice is to follow the crowns.

Fortunately, she came back.

No matter what her decision is, she can just come back.

When Mo Fanya went in, an unknown song was playing in the bar, slow, melodious and long.

Su Rui is sitting in front of the bar, holding a magazine, browsing at will.

He went over and sat down next to her.

"Where have you been these two days?" Asked mofanya.

"Your car." Suri first pushed the car key in front of him. Then, she turned over and looked at him with a smile. "I think about something. Then, I have one thing I want to discuss with you."

After all, she agreed to his proposal, so she can't unilaterally cancel it.

However, mofanya should know.

"What decision?" Sure enough, mofanya was ready for psychological preparation, waiting patiently for her after the text.

"After thinking about it, I think I'm not suitable to be the daughter-in-law of the Mo family. Moreover, I'm not very suitable for getting married. Can I Cancel the wedding? " "I know that you are very kind to me, everything you do is for me, and I believe that you can protect me well. It's just Time is wrong. Fanya, do you understand

Mofanya did not make a sound. He sat in his chair properly.

"I'm really sorry before. I think I was confused by Si Guanqun's leaving. I'm eager to find a place where I can feel safe. I promised you so rashly. Now it's really a jerk to say that again. However, I don't want to aggrieve you, and I don't want to lose myself. You can call me myself and scold me, anyway -- "Suri dented, a little embarrassed and said," you are Lele's father. There's no doubt about it. I'm sorry that I've made Lele suffer a lot in the past five years. If we cancel the wedding, can we raise Lele together as planned before? "

She is tired. She needs someone to share the responsibility with her, but for this, Suri is ashamed: she gave birth to a son, but she can't give him the best life.

Murfanya said, "well.".

Su Rui doesn't need to say that. He will take good care of Lele.

But cancel the wedding

"May I ask you a question?" He was silent for a moment, or asked, "do you propose to cancel the wedding, because of the crowns?"

"No Su Rui shook his head and said: "just to leave more space for each other, there is no need to camouflage, do not need to cater, do not need to apologize. I can't take you as a haven because of your tolerance. Can you understand that? "

Mo Fanya but shallow drop eyes, indifferent way: "I would rather be your haven."

Being a safe haven is better than having nothing to do with each other.

As long as there is a relationship between two people who have had a relationship, even if the relationship makes both parties feel tired, at least it is relevant.

At least when someone mentions Suri, they will say that she is his wife, a status.

He didn't know that he could retreat to this point.

Suri held her back and looked at movaya with a calm smile on her face.

"Last time, at the press conference, you said, let me stay with you, you allowed me to love others." She suddenly revived the old words.

Mofanya nodded, "yes. This commitment has not changed. "

"Well, if I tell you that there is no one in my heart now, it is empty, and it will always be empty in the future, will you still keep me by your side?" Suri's voice is quiet.

Just because of the calm, there is a kind of desolation of annihilation.

Her heart is really empty, when she turns around on the other side of the beach, it is already empty.In fact, Suri doesn't care about Si Guanqun. Of course, she can't tell which one of his words is true and which is false. However, she knows that she has been loved.

Neither love nor be loved need proof. People are not plants, how can they have no perception?

However, no matter what kind of story happened between them, leaving is the choice of Si Guanqun.

It's also his answer.

And she respects his answer.

She'll let it go. She'll let it go.

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