Chapter 1955： A moment of sunshine
Charlize has no way to control herself, she only feels that there is chaos in her brain. The darkness that emerges from the depths of her heart makes her tremble, as if she is floating on the ice of the Arctic Ocean, and the freezing air evacuates herself from all directions. Surrounded tightly, she was like a leaky wooden boat, falling into the icy ocean bit by bit. She tried to struggle, but found that she couldn't move at all, she could only watch the sea slowly engulf herself , From the soles of the feet to the waist, and then to the chest, it slowly rises along the lip line little by little.
The sense of fear that gradually slipped into the dark abyss was even more painful than death, making Charlize feel that he had become fragmented, as if it would be completely wiped out in the next second. And she couldn't even shout "Help"-the sharp icy residue filled her throat with bright red blood.
The memory returned to that June again, that belonged to the June of 1991, the autumn of the southern hemisphere, the memory was covered by heavy rain, the continuous cold turned the whole world into black and white, as if all the colors had completely disappeared. . It was that night when a gunshot completely changed her life and rescued her and her mother from the deep waters, but it also became an indelible moment in life. The **** color of the sky was so cold. The seawater was like, swallowing her completely, the suffocation of drowning severely pinched her throat, even if she wanted to resist, she was restrained by her hands and feet.
"No, don't... don't... I want to kill Charles... I want. I want to get the gun... I want to avenge my mother... No, mother, don't shoot... No. You can't do it for Hill Than killing, when you start for the first time, there is no turning back...No, you will be completely lost from warmth, you will be imprisoned in that ice and snow forever...No, don't...Go to death, you guys These shameful men should all die. Except for beating women to prove their strength, you have nothing to do... die. You all deserve to die!"
All the boundaries have been blurred in the brain, sometimes she is herself, hiding in the room shivering, and trying to help her mother can only wriggle like a sad moth. Fear completely suppressed her in place; sometimes she was Jerda Theron, she held the pistol in both hands, closed her eyes and pulled the trigger directly, the clamor stopped, the cursing stopped, but what happened to the blood in her hands? It can’t be washed away, and the ubiquitous smell of blood almost drives her crazy; sometimes she is Irene Enos, and the fresh life disappears in her hands, but she doesn’t feel any fear at all. . Because she has no faith, her only belief is "Can't let Hilby go." That is the only light and warmth in her heart. Therefore, she will not give up, she has gone too far and far on this road, and there is no chance to look back.
"Mom, mom... it's over, it's all over... **** it. You all deserve to die... we're saved, we're saved..."
Countless confused thoughts caused the brain to split. The pain of tearing the soul made her open her mouth, but she even made a sound. Charlize escaped into the endless **** darkness. The sharp cold pierced her bones faintly. She could only open her mouth like a puppet, stiffly in place, with a drop of dry eye sockets. The tears couldn't be squeezed out, but the whole person was shaking softly, unable to restrain.
Suddenly, a halo that was as hot as the sun approached gently, and the dazzling light made Charlize want to dodge, as if exposed to the sun, she would quickly melt like ice and snow, and then just like the same Like a wisp of smoke, all traces of the world have been wiped out.
Charlize raised her head. She couldn't see the scene clearly before her eyes. The dazzling halo obscured all the edges and corners around her, leaving only a faint outline, but she could clearly feel that there was nothing in the halo. Aggressive, it just waited quietly by the side. The lazy warmth made her stop. She couldn't help but stretched out her hand and touched it lightly. The coldness of her fingertips dissipated little by little, making her again. Feeling his fingers, Charlize couldn't help but stretched his brows, and the corners of his mouth curled slightly.
Then, the halo hugged her up, and the warm breath surrounded her tightly. The chaos and restlessness were calmed down. The squally rain and the howling of ghosts and wolves were exposed to the sun in an instant. All flew into an ashes and annihilated, and the stormy sea calmed down again. She slowly fell into the icy ocean, but after landing, she came to a creamy halo, which was like a mother's embrace of security. Let the tight muscles begin to relax.
A steady and powerful heartbeat came from her ears, "Puff...Puff..." This made her chaotic heartbeat gradually keep up with the rhythm, and the steady and comfortable rhythm made the tight strings loosen slowly; all around were The familiar scent, the fresh licorice scent is mixed with the faint smell of sunlight, as if walking in a warm sea of clouds, the soft sunlight and soft cotton wool create a "home" scent.
Charlize closed his eyes and let himself drift with the flow in this warm breath. The memories in his mind shuttled from 1991 to 1993. On the same night, the terrible and gloomy man followed her to Sunset Plaza. In that dark and chaotic alley, she was following every step, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't get rid of it. At the extreme of fear, a group of dazzling sun-like halo just hit her, and then the darkness was dissipated, and the world was like this Quieted down.
"It's me, it's me..." The warm voice echoed in his ears, and for the first time Charlize really felt a sense of security.
Today, it seems to be the same halo, the same breath, and the same taste.
Charlize fumbled for the memory along the breath, then raised her head, and she saw the curve of Hugo's jaw that was tightened from tension. Hugo hugged her tightly in this way, and clasped her shoulders cautiously. The strong arms and generous chest made the whole world quiet.
The Hugo in front of him, so familiar, looks the same as usual; but the Hugo in front of him is so unfamiliar, an indescribable unfamiliar, as if...as if he is not only Hugo, but also A man.
The powerful shoulders surrounded me firmly, the surging masculine breath swarmed in an instant, making breathing become rapid, and the heartbeat in the chest became fast and chaotic. Almost before I realized it, I couldn’t bear it. After swallowing a mouthful of saliva, he realized that his throat was about to catch fire. I couldn’t help but fell on Hugo’s soft lips. I just wanted to raise my head and explore the red smell on the lips. The feeling was so strong that my heartbeat missed several beats continuously. Become flustered.
This strange feeling shocked Charlize. She hurriedly lowered her head and closed her eyes tightly, lest her pupils would reveal the true feelings in her heart. But the turbulent rhythm of the heartbeat has no way to lie. The heartbeat that violently hits the chest cavity dances on the eardrum, dancing Argentine tango, passionate and sexual. Feeling, warm. Ambiguous but dangerous.
The strong impulse made Charlize almost impossible to control. The remaining sanity was telling Charlize that this was wrong, they were friends, and they were best friends.
The brain, which was so hot that it was almost blurred, finally cooled down a bit. Hugo is her friend, and they should be just friends. They have known each other... for six years, it has been six years in a blink of an eye, and Hugo has already become As an indispensable part of her life, he is her best friend and the only friend deep in her heart who is willing to trust. Therefore, this feeling is really too dangerous, once the boundary is crossed, maybe everything will be ruined.
Possession is the beginning of loss.
She didn't want this. She still hopes to be able to accompany Hugo, even as a friend, just like today, if there is no Hugo, she can't be sure whether she can stick to it. She is used to being alone, she is used to arm herself with strength, she is used to using her own power to open up the world, and Hugo is the only other existence in her lonely world, and the only thing she can accept" Heterogeneous".
That night that was followed, that night that Mr. Perfect left without saying goodbye, that night that got caught up in studying performance ~ www.novelhall.com~ That night that stayed up all night to study scripts, that night that ate junk food and watched classics The night of the movie, the night when I was fully engaged in the game and forgot the passage of time, those nights that I couldn’t sleep after moving away from the sunset square...
She has become accustomed to the company of the figure next to her. She doesn't want to break this situation, and she can't break this situation, because she can't bear the possible "loss", even if she just thinks about it, just let her breathe instantaneously. Stopped between.
Therefore, this tango should be over, it should be over at this moment, she should not continue to think about it, she should suppress all the turbulence in her mind. However, just closing his eyes, the surging sense of jumping made the entire chest as if there were a hundred butterflies flapping their wings at the same time, as if trying to emerge from the cocoon all the time, which made Charlize suffer.
"Just for a while...just like this for just a little while, just continue to enjoy this way for a little while. Don't worry, Hugo won't notice it, this...this is just the sprout of her moments, moments in life. The sprouting that may occur at any moment does not mean anything, nor does it have any practical meaning, so...so it’s okay, after this moment is over, everything will return to normal. That's it, it's true."
So, let Tango continue for a while. (To be continued)
The sense of fear that gradually slipped into the dark abyss was even more painful than death, making Charlize feel that he had become fragmented, as if it would be completely wiped out in the next second. And she couldn't even shout "Help"-the sharp icy residue filled her throat with bright red blood.
The memory returned to that June again, that belonged to the June of 1991, the autumn of the southern hemisphere, the memory was covered by heavy rain, the continuous cold turned the whole world into black and white, as if all the colors had completely disappeared. . It was that night when a gunshot completely changed her life and rescued her and her mother from the deep waters, but it also became an indelible moment in life. The **** color of the sky was so cold. The seawater was like, swallowing her completely, the suffocation of drowning severely pinched her throat, even if she wanted to resist, she was restrained by her hands and feet.
"No, don't... don't... I want to kill Charles... I want. I want to get the gun... I want to avenge my mother... No, mother, don't shoot... No. You can't do it for Hill Than killing, when you start for the first time, there is no turning back...No, you will be completely lost from warmth, you will be imprisoned in that ice and snow forever...No, don't...Go to death, you guys These shameful men should all die. Except for beating women to prove their strength, you have nothing to do... die. You all deserve to die!"
All the boundaries have been blurred in the brain, sometimes she is herself, hiding in the room shivering, and trying to help her mother can only wriggle like a sad moth. Fear completely suppressed her in place; sometimes she was Jerda Theron, she held the pistol in both hands, closed her eyes and pulled the trigger directly, the clamor stopped, the cursing stopped, but what happened to the blood in her hands? It can’t be washed away, and the ubiquitous smell of blood almost drives her crazy; sometimes she is Irene Enos, and the fresh life disappears in her hands, but she doesn’t feel any fear at all. . Because she has no faith, her only belief is "Can't let Hilby go." That is the only light and warmth in her heart. Therefore, she will not give up, she has gone too far and far on this road, and there is no chance to look back.
"Mom, mom... it's over, it's all over... **** it. You all deserve to die... we're saved, we're saved..."
Countless confused thoughts caused the brain to split. The pain of tearing the soul made her open her mouth, but she even made a sound. Charlize escaped into the endless **** darkness. The sharp cold pierced her bones faintly. She could only open her mouth like a puppet, stiffly in place, with a drop of dry eye sockets. The tears couldn't be squeezed out, but the whole person was shaking softly, unable to restrain.
Suddenly, a halo that was as hot as the sun approached gently, and the dazzling light made Charlize want to dodge, as if exposed to the sun, she would quickly melt like ice and snow, and then just like the same Like a wisp of smoke, all traces of the world have been wiped out.
Charlize raised her head. She couldn't see the scene clearly before her eyes. The dazzling halo obscured all the edges and corners around her, leaving only a faint outline, but she could clearly feel that there was nothing in the halo. Aggressive, it just waited quietly by the side. The lazy warmth made her stop. She couldn't help but stretched out her hand and touched it lightly. The coldness of her fingertips dissipated little by little, making her again. Feeling his fingers, Charlize couldn't help but stretched his brows, and the corners of his mouth curled slightly.
Then, the halo hugged her up, and the warm breath surrounded her tightly. The chaos and restlessness were calmed down. The squally rain and the howling of ghosts and wolves were exposed to the sun in an instant. All flew into an ashes and annihilated, and the stormy sea calmed down again. She slowly fell into the icy ocean, but after landing, she came to a creamy halo, which was like a mother's embrace of security. Let the tight muscles begin to relax.
A steady and powerful heartbeat came from her ears, "Puff...Puff..." This made her chaotic heartbeat gradually keep up with the rhythm, and the steady and comfortable rhythm made the tight strings loosen slowly; all around were The familiar scent, the fresh licorice scent is mixed with the faint smell of sunlight, as if walking in a warm sea of clouds, the soft sunlight and soft cotton wool create a "home" scent.
Charlize closed his eyes and let himself drift with the flow in this warm breath. The memories in his mind shuttled from 1991 to 1993. On the same night, the terrible and gloomy man followed her to Sunset Plaza. In that dark and chaotic alley, she was following every step, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't get rid of it. At the extreme of fear, a group of dazzling sun-like halo just hit her, and then the darkness was dissipated, and the world was like this Quieted down.
"It's me, it's me..." The warm voice echoed in his ears, and for the first time Charlize really felt a sense of security.
Today, it seems to be the same halo, the same breath, and the same taste.
Charlize fumbled for the memory along the breath, then raised her head, and she saw the curve of Hugo's jaw that was tightened from tension. Hugo hugged her tightly in this way, and clasped her shoulders cautiously. The strong arms and generous chest made the whole world quiet.
The Hugo in front of him, so familiar, looks the same as usual; but the Hugo in front of him is so unfamiliar, an indescribable unfamiliar, as if...as if he is not only Hugo, but also A man.
The powerful shoulders surrounded me firmly, the surging masculine breath swarmed in an instant, making breathing become rapid, and the heartbeat in the chest became fast and chaotic. Almost before I realized it, I couldn’t bear it. After swallowing a mouthful of saliva, he realized that his throat was about to catch fire. I couldn’t help but fell on Hugo’s soft lips. I just wanted to raise my head and explore the red smell on the lips. The feeling was so strong that my heartbeat missed several beats continuously. Become flustered.
This strange feeling shocked Charlize. She hurriedly lowered her head and closed her eyes tightly, lest her pupils would reveal the true feelings in her heart. But the turbulent rhythm of the heartbeat has no way to lie. The heartbeat that violently hits the chest cavity dances on the eardrum, dancing Argentine tango, passionate and sexual. Feeling, warm. Ambiguous but dangerous.
The strong impulse made Charlize almost impossible to control. The remaining sanity was telling Charlize that this was wrong, they were friends, and they were best friends.
The brain, which was so hot that it was almost blurred, finally cooled down a bit. Hugo is her friend, and they should be just friends. They have known each other... for six years, it has been six years in a blink of an eye, and Hugo has already become As an indispensable part of her life, he is her best friend and the only friend deep in her heart who is willing to trust. Therefore, this feeling is really too dangerous, once the boundary is crossed, maybe everything will be ruined.
Possession is the beginning of loss.
She didn't want this. She still hopes to be able to accompany Hugo, even as a friend, just like today, if there is no Hugo, she can't be sure whether she can stick to it. She is used to being alone, she is used to arm herself with strength, she is used to using her own power to open up the world, and Hugo is the only other existence in her lonely world, and the only thing she can accept" Heterogeneous".
That night that was followed, that night that Mr. Perfect left without saying goodbye, that night that got caught up in studying performance ~ www.novelhall.com~ That night that stayed up all night to study scripts, that night that ate junk food and watched classics The night of the movie, the night when I was fully engaged in the game and forgot the passage of time, those nights that I couldn’t sleep after moving away from the sunset square...
She has become accustomed to the company of the figure next to her. She doesn't want to break this situation, and she can't break this situation, because she can't bear the possible "loss", even if she just thinks about it, just let her breathe instantaneously. Stopped between.
Therefore, this tango should be over, it should be over at this moment, she should not continue to think about it, she should suppress all the turbulence in her mind. However, just closing his eyes, the surging sense of jumping made the entire chest as if there were a hundred butterflies flapping their wings at the same time, as if trying to emerge from the cocoon all the time, which made Charlize suffer.
"Just for a while...just like this for just a little while, just continue to enjoy this way for a little while. Don't worry, Hugo won't notice it, this...this is just the sprout of her moments, moments in life. The sprouting that may occur at any moment does not mean anything, nor does it have any practical meaning, so...so it’s okay, after this moment is over, everything will return to normal. That's it, it's true."
So, let Tango continue for a while. (To be continued)
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