Chapter 69

At night, Xiao Yu had a nightmare. The blood kept flowing out, and there was blood everywhere All the time, the figure was standing in the distance. He was wearing a mask, but she couldn't see his eyes.

Her body was shaking, and she could always feel that the eyes were always on her, leaving her nowhere to go. That kind of tenderness and nostalgia, but in an instant it turned into a cold hunting game

Blood began to draw constantly on his back, and then began to draw on his back to form bright red wings.

This kind of picture is too weird, it just exists in the animation magic world, but it gives Xiao Yu a strong hint - the devil.

However, she can always feel it. There is a soft touch on her back with the palm of her hand. The kind of tenderness is very familiar, and there is a whisper in the ear of

this nightmare still appears in her dream for the first time in three years, but it always feels It's like she's been deeply rooted in her brain, not out of thin air.

And when she opened her eyes, it was found that she was like an octopus clinging to men. His dark green eyes always looked at him gently, and his hands were comforting him again and again.

Her body was confined in his arms, so that she could not touch her wound, but on the contrary, because she held him too tightly, she unconsciously touched his wound.

At the moment when Xiao Yu's eyes saw the blood, soon, her eyes were covered by the man's hands. He said gently, "it's OK, it's ok With me in Darling It's ok I will always be by your side. Don't open your eyes As long as you feel it, it's enough that you are in my arms... "

Xiao Yu's tears seeped from his palm and said, "I see You're bleeding You go to bandage the wound Don't mind me Sorry I have nightmares of my own, disturbing you and hurting you. I'm stupid. "

She heard him calling her "fool, never say to me to disturb, take care of you, guard you is what I always do." Then his lips fell on her forehead, "idiot Now lie down well Try to sleep again, I'll be by your side When you fall asleep, I'll take care of my wound

His hand still stroked her back, as if to coax a frightened, vulnerable baby, "do you want to Shall I sing for you

He didn't care about his wound at all. At this time, he wanted to sing to coax himself. Xiao Yu shook his head and said, "you bandage the wound first, and then I will sleep. I can help you, too

"Good. Fool Close your eyes Don't open your eyes! I can handle it myself. For small wounds, apply medicine to stop bleeding. "

Then he put the blindfold on her eyes, just not to open them.

So all she could hear was the sound of him taking off his clothes and the bandage being untied Then she began to apply the medicine. From the beginning to the end, she did not hear the sound of the man's pain.

Then her body was hugged again and said, "it's all right. It's not serious at all. It's a little hurt. Now, you little fool Honey, go to sleep. I'll be with you. "

"Really? Has the wound been treated? "

"Well. Don't worry. Sleep, baby. "

Xiao Yu smelled his special breath, mixed with the smell of liquid medicine, but surprisingly let her feel at ease.

In her vague sleep, she felt that the man quietly got up, and then someone came in, and her hand was still pulled by him.

"Start." "Whisper." The man only said these two words.

Then there was the sound of clothes being taken off and bandages, but this time She heard the cold metal sound of tweezers touching, and the man remained silent.

However, Xiao Yu clenched her teeth. Now she doesn't understand The medicine was fake. Now it should be the real suture. His wound was open, so the blood came out.

It's not a minor injury at all!

Her hand was held, and there was a hand on her back that comforted her.

Finally, there was the sound of bandage twining, putting on clothes, and then the comer left. The man went back to bed and put her in his arms.

He has always been like this, only a person silently endure.

Xiao Yu has never opened her eyes, but her heart is entangled into a ball, tightly fitting his arm, but will not suppress him, so that he can more easily habitually confine her whole body.

Xiao Yu is not stupid. He is imprisoned in this way. In fact, it is precisely because the other party does not have a sense of security.

Wake up in the morning, Xiao Yu first saw this man.

He's always sitting back, and she's sleeping next to him.

She was very strange that every time she opened her eyes, she would bump into the dark green eyes of this man, and then he would greet her with his kiss, which fell on her eyes.After the toiletries were delivered, he still insisted on brushing her teeth and not letting her move. He said that she would move to his own wound, but Xiao Yu did not worry about his own injury.

"If you don't feel at ease, ask the nurse here to help me, and you will..."

"Baby Do you think I'll let someone else take care of you? Darling Open your mouth. " He had a toothbrush in his hand and put it in her mouth.

In fact, this is only a beginning, Xiao Yu this time really understand what is called bullying, what is called simply not caring about their own wounds. This man will experience everything that is related to her and will not let anyone interfere in her affairs.

Ming Ming Xiao Yu also repeatedly stressed that he was also a patient.

However, he scraped her nose with his fingers, looked at her fondly and said, "but I am more Your husband, your man In his eyes, nothing is more important than taking good care of the baby.

Therefore, he said to her at the same time, "if you have an operation, don't mess and move, but take good care of the wound." But he personally fed her food, changed her medicine, wiped her body, combed her hair, and even Going to the bathroom is his "help"!

Yes, the most embarrassing thing is going to the toilet! It's a basic physiological need that she can't control.

At first, she was not allowed to get off the bed. She was caught by a tool, and then he handled it by himself The man was standing by. Xiao Yu's whole face was red. After a week, she was allowed to get out of bed, but the treatment was still sent to the bathroom by him. He and she were only separated by a door.

Then she wiped her body, which was the second to make her embarrassed.

He was still wearing an eye mask, and one hand isolated the area he could not touch, which was her wound. Then he will grope for the other hand and gently wipe it. What should be touched and what he can touch will be given by him

Finally, she was given medicine. Every time he changed her dressing, Xiao Yu had an illusion of that kind of eyes A man's impulse to destroy everything. He would not be bothered to ask her, "does it hurt?" He will give her medicine, while gently blowing her wound.

During her recuperation period, he took care of all aspects of her "Perfectly", and even Xiao Yu had no doubt that he hoped to make no mistakes.

But what about himself?

The wound is bleeding again and again. Don't think she doesn't know!

Every time Xiao Yu would see the position of his wound, stare at him and say, "is it bleeding? Is it cracked? You are the patient who needs to be quiet. "

But her "protest" is invalid for ou Haotian. When she mentions this aspect every time, he will avoid or silence, is still taking care of her.

But every night, he was carried on his back, coaxed her to sleep, and then let someone come in to sew up his wound.

The third day he did, she couldn't help it any more! He opened his eyes to the man who had dealt with the wound and said, "I hope you are good too..."

The man looked into her eyes with a smile and said, "you know what? Baby Do you know what's the most painful thing for me? It's not the lacerated wound Never! "

He kisses her on the lip and says, "every minute, every second, when I see you lying in the hospital bed, your wound doesn't remind me any more. I didn't protect you. The most painful thing is the heart! Anything for you can make me feel better. If I can't do anything, that's what makes my heart ache. Baby, you know what? What's good for me is that I can take care of you personally, so that I can feel your presence, and I can control all aspects of you. "

Since then, Xiao Yu did not speak again.

Because that night, she saw the look in the man's eyes, that kind of nostalgia, that kind of excitement.

The pain is to remind him of his "mistake", and to take care of her personally is to give her all the tenderness. The two conflicts for him, because both will make his heart feel better.

Such a man, with three years of waiting to wait for a woman who will not appear, in this kind of lonely torture of waiting, it is not with this kind of painful torture, to remind him, let him remember the baby, not let her disappear from his heart! While waiting for the pain of loneliness, while guarding the memory between him and the baby, let him indulge in it, the two are also not in conflict.

In the eyes of normal people, his behavior has been crazy, far beyond the scope of normal people to bear.

The more you grasp it, the tighter you hold it in your hand, and you want more. In fact, the more scared and empty your heart is, the less secure you feel.

Xiao Yu is very aware of these, so she "laissez faire" the man to her tyranny, to her autocratic pet.

So for three weeks, Xiao Yu had no complaints and allowed him to spoil himself in his own way.

She deliberately did not go to see his wound. Every time I see him torture his body, does her heart feel good? But she didn't show up and let him.If you are using this way to indulge yourself in spoiling the baby, so as to catch you do not want to let go of obsession, then I will indulge you in my way As long as your heart can be better, as long as you have a sense of security, don't be afraid to lose!

Ordinary people will deliberately choose to forget when their relatives die, but men will sprinkle salt to let the wound rot, and let the pain remind him all the time.

"Because I'm afraid, when I can't do anything, I'll forget, I'll I don't know how to live. " That's why he's been doing the same thing about babies for three years.