Chapter 84

If I cover my eyes, can I deceive myself? The outside world is not dark? I can also expect that when I move my hand away, what I see will be Are flowers blooming in spring?

Xiao Yu feels that he is not right recently. Every night she would have nightmares, she would dream of a lot of blood, and the missing is not to see the face, wings are made of bright red blood.

But every night he stood closer and closer to her.

Until that evening, the figure had stood in front of her, but just as she was going to see his face, he put his arms around her, or rather, his wings wrapped tightly around her and placed her in his arms.

In the moment he hugged himself, she didn't seem as scared as before, her body didn't tremble, even a familiar throb.

Then Xiao Yu heard her voice, "don't leave me, you are not allowed to leave me Baby... "

In an instant, Xiao Yu's heart is like tearing the general pain.

Baby? Or call her?

Why does she think that voice is very similar to that of a man? Why does she think that voice is calling her? Is it true that the impact of reality has been transmitted to the dream.

However, she still couldn't wake up. Her body was tightly held by him, and there was no place to escape. She could only hear the man calling her, "baby..." Such despair, sadness There are also heartfelt nostalgia.

When Xiao Yu gets up from the bed, she will see that the floor beside her has been cleaned up.

This day is also, he sat quietly beside the bed, dark green eyes looking at her, from the window out of the sun warm his side face Let his whole body be covered with light, just like a God coming down from heaven.

"Good morning."

It's been a month No matter how she ignored him, how indifferent to him, but he is still so quietly by her side.

Xiao Yubei turned over and slowly climbed down from the bed, but her eyes saw that it was on this side of the bed, and a dozen pairs of soft slippers were arranged side by side. No matter from which angle she got up, her feet could be put on directly.

And sure enough, the voice behind the face said gently: "cool on the ground, wear shoes."

Xiao Yu put on his shoes and came to the bathroom.

On the stage, toothbrush and water cup with toothpaste are ready.

In the basin, the towel has been placed in warm water.

The bathtub was filled with hot water, shampoo and other bath products, which were placed close to her hand.

A suit of clothes has been put on the clothes rack. It was still empty last night.

Xiao Yu stood in the same place for a long time, looking at himself in the mirror, and then his fingers held it fiercely. This time, her nails were no longer pierced into the palm of her hand, because her long nails had already been cut off by men.

Why is his gentleness always everywhere! Let her nowhere to escape, even want to find a gap to hide, can not escape his tenderness.

And when she washed and came out of the bathroom, the man was laying the bed.

He quietly flattened the sheets on one knee, gently unfolded the folds on the sheets, and then rolled up the quilts and blankets layer by layer.

His movements are very skillful, without the meaning of being unfamiliar.

Servants are not allowed to enter the whole room. All the cleaning is done by men.

And when she came out of the bathroom, the man would always be the first to notice, the dark green eyes looked back at her and said, "have breakfast."

Xiao Yu went out, and he followed him.

Of course, the fat ball that has been crouching at the door is also following.

She was in a trance. When she stepped on the stairs, she almost slipped, and her arms behind her were faster than her and hugged her.

Her back tightly fits his chest, that burning moment let Xiao Yu want to get out of his arms.

And the man holds, hold firm her body, with the tone of blame, "down the stairs, do not panic, to pay attention, you know?"

His heat burned her ears, but he was still holding her tightly, more and more tightly.

Until she nodded, the man reluctantly let go of his arms.

Xiao Yu sat on the table and breakfast was set.

In the morning is red bean and red rice porridge, as well as warm milk.

He sat on the far side of his right hand.

She would eat all the food and so on, because if she was a little dissatisfied, the men would focus their eyes on the chefs.

Xiao Yu is not willing to involve others because of his own reasons.

What she didn't know was that he had prepared breakfast since she got better.

He would get up at four o'clock in the morning, cook porridge and let it cook in the kitchen.Milk is always hot, good, on the inside of the heat preservation drink, put it.

After that, he will return to the room and look at her quietly.

At this time, she will not have nightmares, will fall into a deep sleep. Her sleep time is fixed now. She goes to bed at ten o'clock in the evening, and then she will be in a nightmare, unable to wake up, and he will hold her and comfort her all the time. At four o'clock, she will finally be able to stop and sleep well. It is because of this that men prepare meals at a fixed four o'clock every day.

After breakfast, it's time for him to work.

Xiao Yu didn't ask why he always works at home? Of course She has to follow.

Xiao Yu is sitting on the sofa with the fat ball in his arms. The blanket has been put on the sofa.

There are all kinds of food, fruits, nuts and snacks on the coffee table. There are many books on the second floor and game machines on the third floor. There is a huge screen in front of Xiao Yu, which can connect games and so on. Of course, you can watch videos, movies and TV series.

Fat ball lying on her legs, she stroked its stomach, it constantly rolling, twisting and twisting, a body of fat.

This day, she did not weave any more wool, because she had already knitted three scarves for fat ball, but strangely Every time it wears one, it will be gone in a day.

I guess it was accidentally rubbed and lost.

The man works less than a meter from her.

And she has a feeling, she can feel, the man's eyes look at her, so gentle, it is like to deeply bound her in the arms.

Xiao Yu closed her eyes and was quiet all around. She wanted to sleep, so she couldn't feel anything.

Then suddenly, her head was gently hit, she opened her eyes and saw the crumpled note.

Xiao Yu frowned and ignored.

Then, before she closed her eyes, she was hit on the head again.

Xiao Yu opened the note, but it was A pair of pen drawn figure images, have to say very delicate, there is a sentence, said: "fool, eyes do not look at me."

Xiao Yu saw the second layer, there were pens and paper.

Without saying a word, she wrote a sentence on the paper and threw it back without her eyes.

When a man opens it, it's just a simple sentence, "so who are you looking at now? It's baby, or Xiao Yu. "

Sure enough, she said, the man no longer "tease" her, just to the button, said: "send a cup of hot milk."

He saw that the hot milk cup on Xiao Yu's left was empty.

And he looks at the woman sitting on the sofa, his eyes are gentle but with sadness

Who is he looking at?

That sentence is that she gave him a cruel "return respect"!

Ou Haotian feels his heart. He just doesn't want to let her go What he saw in his eyes was clearly the baby, but his reason told him that she was Xiao Yu.

The same heartache, the same want to hold her hard, the same want to be good to her, give her infinite tenderness, hold her in the palm of your hand, take good care of her, just want to guard at her side.

His heart is strange With her, the heart will be filled, not empty.

Xiao Yu took the pen and the paper, and suddenly she felt I've been raised for a long time. I've forgotten her job. I've been abandoned!

Or, she didn't want to go back, did she? Back to the familiar self in the past three years, running on the way to work every day, discussing in the office and colleagues at various construction sites Not now, the only thing she can do is to sit quietly in the same place,

her fingers holding the pen are shaking, and the paper, she has changed a lot She doesn't feel like Xiao Yu anymore! It's like being someone else

In the past, she would be full of vitality running around the world, would be excited to see the design drawings turned into reality, would be in the sun with a big smile, would stand up high horsetail, shout loudly.

But now she is more used to staying quiet, allowing time to stagnate on her body.

In fact, when she saw herself in the mirror, this face This face that she had seen for three years seemed strange to her. It was like looking at another person in the space. This strange feeling It's something she's only recently, and it's getting stronger and stronger every day.

She can not even suppress herself, this very absurd feeling, like a sudden crack in a gap, and then this gap can only be bigger and bigger, gradually devouring the whole of her now!

She has now felt that she is no longer "she"!

Xiao Yu began to bow his head, his fingers with unfamiliar, began to draw on the paper, every line, every figure, they jump in the paper And at this time she can feel the dark green eyes still quietly watching her!At this moment, her hand suddenly trembled She immediately raised her eyes and looked at Ou Haotian!

Yes Yes, that's what it feels like!

Three years ago, when she took up her pen for the first time, on the drawing, she unconsciously wanted to describe the indoor scene she had just seen. Then she felt that there was a kind of gentle sight that would always look at her. That kind of vision was overbearing and irresistible plunder, but at the same time, it was only when she looked up and looked around Everything is empty.

Xiao Yu thinks it is an illusion, but it is precisely because of this illusion Let her heart is an impulse to take up the brush, began to learn architectural design.

Every time she holds a pen and draws on paper, she feels that kind of look, this kind of vision It is different from the way cloud sits beside her. Although cloud is the person she can really touch at that time, her heart is still very confused. She goes around looking for the source of other eyes

Like, this has become a kind of obsession in her bones.

Until up to now!

Xiao Yun opened his eyes and looked at Ou Haotian. The feeling It's like crossing time and space. They should have been in two different parallel spaces. There should not be any intersection. But in this second, her heart has a strong touch.

Tears came out, even she didn't know why?

Why?

Why do you feel familiar with him since I met him at the airport? Why does she feel both familiar and very feel sad? Why did she, at that time, have no reason, just want to protect him, so that She used to think she had stegomore's symptoms! Why does she have a strong feeling for this man? Even though her inner wounds are bleeding after she knows the truth, she is I still can't let this man go!

And now, why? She seems to have found the source of her gaze that she has been looking for for three years Found that it was him, that is, he looked at her eyes! Maybe she told anyone that she would not understand her strange persistence, so she could only hide this feeling in her heart.

Finally until now, this feeling is more and more intense, from the original fuzzy in this moment, burst out!

She seems to be It seems that Really know this man!

When the man saw the woman shed tears, he rushed to her in pain. He squatted and looked up at her.

He looked at the woman with the tenderest, warmest and most distressed eyes. His fingers gently wiped the tears on her face and said, "don't cry Don't cry Darling With me in How? Tell me "Good..."

In the world, all my things can be held in front of you, as long as you don't cry in front of me with such sadness, because I love you.

At this time, the man's eyes looked at the drawing in her hand, and the dark green pupil was shrinking violently

This is Baby used to draw it. All her design drawings were locked in his cabinet, and he had read each one every day for three years, so he could remember the strokes and lines on each sheet.

"I think I'm no longer me What to do? "