Chapter 134

I love you, I never regret, my world can have no morality, no constraints, my life only get and lose, to you I don't think I'll ever get it.

The whole cell is dark, without a trace of light. If a person is trapped in it, he will be swallowed up by the darkness.

Xiao Yiyun knows that the man will completely trap him here. Maybe even if his bones are rotten here, they will not be released.

Darkness is equal to slowly rotting in it, both mentally and physically. However, he never wants it. What he wants is that if he lives one more second, he will love her more. Therefore, his spirit will never die in the dark.

Isn't it that he suffered in pain?

He doesn't! He will guard his favorite, the only woman in his life, all his life.

Xiao Yiyun smiles at the corner of her mouth, and her fingers are still groping on the wall. No one knows what he's doing. Maybe no one will know in his life.

However, he wanted to give Xiaoyu a gift, even if she could not receive it in this life.

If at this time, let the light come in and illuminate the whole dark place, then someone will see that in this cell, the walls are red, even if some have dried up.

One picture after another was painted on the wall.

It's a portrait of a man!

Every stroke, every detail, every line is very meticulous, is drawn with heart.

Every one is her. She was sitting on a swing, smiling, holding a bouquet of flowers in her hand, her back figure, or her side face.

But if you look closely, you can see that there is a place beside the woman in the painting that can accompany her, and that position is reserved for him. But in real life, he will never be able to accompany her, standing beside her in that position is not him!

These paintings, he is drawing with his fingers.

However, there was nothing extra here. There was no knife, no paint. Even the food that was sent to him would not be given to him. All the food was directly thrown to the ground for him to pick up and eat.

But these paintings are still on his hands, and he has not finished them.

If there is no paint, he will bite his fingers, blood will flow out, and then continue to paint.

However, what is really frightening is that in order to be able to pursue the tip of the brush and draw more detailed lines, he deeply broke his two left thumbs, and then ground the meat to expose the bone, and then sharpened the bone to make it stained with blood to draw.

And just under his feet on the floor, is a huge picture of sleeping beauty, a woman lying on the cloud, sweet sleep. The painting has been finished, but no one can see it, and it is still calm. In addition to the picture, there are also words, all of which are "light rain".

These days, he couldn't tell whether it was day or night outside. He only knew that he couldn't stop at all. He didn't want to sleep. He was lying on the ground with her name written on his fingers.

Because he knows that time is disappearing little by little. Every minute and second, if he wastes it again, he can't love her again after he really closes his eyes, so he has to keep going all the time. In this way, will he have a deeper memory of his obsession in this life and remember that he loves Xiaoyu, so Is he able to pursue Xiaoyu in the next life.

His eyes are full of madness and heat, and his hands are constantly drawing, and he can't stop at all. But the most strange thing is that he is so pale that he has no blood color. The corners of his mouth are always brimming with a smile, just like he is immersed in a kind of happiness. His eyes It's closed! That is to say, from the beginning to the end, he drew these images not with the eyes, but with the heart.

Xiaoyu's everything is deeply buried in his head, countless nights, he is describing the shape of the light rain, so how can he not in the dark, also be able to draw out.

It's too dark here. He painted these paintings alone. No one can see them. Even he can't see them. It's just like ou Haotian wants to rot all his love for Xiaoyu in the dark. But only he knows that as long as one second, he will never give up.

If his current behavior according to the secular constraints and regulations, he will be identified as a madman!

So what? Be crazy if you are crazy No reason, no stop, will always be pursuing the only light in his mind, guarding the world that belongs to him. Or, in fact, he was already crazy, in the process of not getting it.

Xiao Yiyun's fingers on the wall, he even willing to no longer use great strength, as if he was afraid of "touching" the person in his mind. I love you I love you light rain! Ten million times to say, I love you!

Even though, he clearly knows that she does not need his love, even if his love is superfluous, even if she can live well without him, he is still reluctant to let go! Even if it is powder body essence bone, also reluctant!He is just chasing a sun forever, this is his instinct, only get and not get, no right or wrong, no should and shouldn't. He is selfish, he is evil, he is shameless, he is to kill people all over the world, no matter what means, he just wants to get.

Even the whole world, disdain his love, even if it is his last drop of blood, he can not stop loving her.

He felt that his body was full of energy, and he wanted to vent continuously. The blood was flowing continuously. That is, he tried his best to leave traces of love for her in the world.

Before, Xiaoyu ran too fast. In order not to let her go too far from him, he ran faster regardless of everything. He couldn't stay in place. He wanted to chase Xiaoyu. If anyone stands in front of him and stops him, then he will kill who!

Now, he can only stay here.

Xiao Yiyun's fingers touch all this, his love is not wrong, his love only can not get.

He and Ou Haotian are the same in virtue and nature. The only difference is that "he" gets it, but he never touches Xiaoyu.

If he is still as before, even if there is only a glimmer of opportunity, a trace of possibility, then he will be desperate to pursue, because at that time he was sure that he could give Xiaoyu a chance to be happy, so even if it was only a trace of ethereal possibility, how about? But now

His body was burning all the time.

……

"You're back."

Ou Haotian's anesthetic gun aimed at these people, light said: "yes."

"Well You can't get out. "

"I will."

As long as he has one breath, he will go home.

Because the baby is still waiting for him at home.

He didn't know if she would take good care of herself if he was not by her side.

Now he can't hear her voice, and he can't see what she's doing through the camera as he used to.

He could only imagine what she was doing now.

Is she touching her stomach and playing with the baby?

Is she sleeping in now?

Did she have nightmares at night? Will you be afraid to sleep alone? Will you not sleep at night? Or will Didn't pay attention to the temperature of the air conditioner. I didn't sleep well at night. I kicked the quilt and caught cold?

Is she picky or unwilling to eat too much? When he is around her, she is not good, he always coax her, she will eat more. He didn't know if Jack had followed the instructions on the paper he gave him. He remembered to watch her drink hot milk and chicken soup every day. She was not allowed to secretly act coquettish and think about eating ice cream. She could not drink cold.

Did she cry secretly on her own?

These things were in his mind as he climbed all the way down the cliff.

In fact, all these are just an illustration of the problem.

He missed her. He wanted to get back to her quickly. He wanted to take good care of her.

He is always worried about her. As soon as he separated from her, he was worried that she would not take good care of himself. Because when he is by her side, he will always do everything for her and take good care of her. Only when he does it himself will he feel most relieved. He himself is not a mother-in-law person, but as long as it is related to her, even if it is only a small matter, he wants to do well for her, can take good care of her.

He looked at the monsters coldly.

He really wanted that guy to come here with his own eyes Look how lucky he is! How good the old man is! Look at what these abandoned people look like now!

He was never the same as him.

Xiao Yiyun is well cared for. In order to protect his safety, the old man gave him everything. He just reached out and got it. Has he ever been hungry? Did he have the shame of being trampled on by everyone? Is he surrounded by monsters and can't relax for a quarter of an hour? Is he treated as food?

And what about him? This is where he started. In order to live, he stepped on the body, drank blood, and climbed up a little bit! Everything he wants depends on robbery. Can not rely on others, only their own, if not the original reckless, he now and these people, forever stay here.

And now the baby belongs to him.

In the past, he was living for himself, but he caught a lot of things, but his heart was empty, as if he could not grasp anything.

Now he is a baby and alive, he wants to live, alive to seize a lot of things, and then all of them to her in front of. What he has, the baby will have. He should take good care of her, take care of her all his life.

He wants to live! Must live!

Xiao Yiyun will wait for a person to die."Why did you come back?"

"Is it They asked you to pick us up? " A man with rotten faces stooped and looked at Ou Haotian. His hair was all white and his face was full of wrinkles.

standing next to him was a pocket man half his normal height, and there was a sarcoma of the same size as his head. He said sarcomatically: "you are still dreaming You've been dreaming for 50 years. Fool How could they? "

"I'm looking for Brahman," he said