Chapter 180

"Waiting can only be charity, laissez faire, whether it just makes the lover more lonely, never shorten the distance."

Lou Yuqing was stunned. Listening to Ou Haotian's remarks, to tell the truth, Ou Haotian never mentioned Jack too much in front of her, but also just published too much about Jack's emotional problems. To be fair, Ou Haotian is gentle and overbearing to her, but he doesn't show much direct feelings to jack on the surface.

Ou Haotian touches Lou Yuqing's head, then imprints his kiss on her forehead and looks at her stupidity. Ou Haotian is soft to his heart. "Little fool."

Lou Yuqing's eyes dribble at Ou Haotian, "why never tell Jack?"

Ou Hao's cold eyes said, "men's feelings for women, demons' feelings for lovers Do you need someone else to teach you? "

Lou Yuqing was stunned, "so you I don't care about him Is that why? Haotian You... " It turned out that she broke her heart here. Even if there was only a glimmer of hope to talk to Liya and untie her heart knot, after all, they were women, and the men they loved were all virtues. However, Haotian's views were totally different, but she never told Jack. "Cool and thin."

"Cool thin"? He lowered his eyes, covered up a flash of injured eyes, quickly recovered to the original, did not let the baby see.

Lou Yuqing is really angry, but when she said "cool thin" two words, her heart is also regret.

Jack called her "sister-in-law." what is "sister-in-law"? Jack regards her and him as brothers and sisters. And she has already regarded Jack as her brother, and it is obvious that Jack is good to Haotian. For Haotian, when Haotian disappeared, he was able to take care of himself, and to bear and hide everything in silence. While looking for Haotian, he took on the burden he should have shouldered for Haotian.

But what about Haotian? Don't say anything. Clearly he knew the crux of the problem. He also saw Jack struggling in the mud. He watched him stay up late every night. He looked at his dark heart under their warm and smiling faces. But he just didn't tell the truth to the fans

The truth is, Jack is used to waiting. Fifteen years of waiting has actually made Jack's love way "inertia". From the very beginning, Jack indulged his position in front of Liya too humble. It was Jack who was afraid of Liya's injury and his pressing step by step, so he preferred to indulge and connive at her. But in the end, his heart was empty, and her heart must be empty.

It's just that Jack doesn't know the mystery yet, but Haotian can see it clearly.

In Lou Yuqing's heart, Jack is good to them. That's true. What about them? Whatever Jack needs, what they can do for Jack, they should do it for Jack. Because Jack is not a stranger, not someone who has nothing to do with them.

Can't we even say a few words, comfort a few words, and resolve a few words?

"Jack, don't you Isn't it good for you? " Lou Yuqing was impatient, "how much of the property you gave me today was carried by Jack for you, and how much was helped by Jack! Who took you and your wife when you had nothing! Who will take care of your children and wife when you are away! He did so much for you, but what did he want? Where do we live now? Haotian I don't believe it. You don't know. Jack treats you like a brother. That brother-in-law and sister-in-law didn't call in vain, so why What can't you do for him And you just look at coldly, when we are happy, he is haggard day by day. "

Yes, she was angry. In fact, she is also selfish. Before encountering the vast sky, she uses secular moral norms to entangle her selfish nature. She can't give herself up for strangers. She only values the people she cares about. She is willing to protect them, take care of them, and hope they are happy. When she can't, when she can only watch their misfortune, she has a heart She'll hurt, too. Even if she can only do a little bit to help them feel better, she is willing to do it.

But Xiao elder brother's matter is a thorn in her heart, thousands of wrong source is her fault! They are injured because of her, and fight because of her. Haotian is dissatisfied with elder brother Xiao because of her. In the end, he still hurt brother Xiao It was her selfishness that finally failed to save him, obliterating his memory and allowing Haotian to banish him to an unknown island. Brother Xiao is the person she cares about. As long as it is the people she cares about, she wants to do her best to protect them, but she still

She thinks that when she puts a person in her heart, it is not a lover, but a different kind of existence. It is the status of her family. Whether it is brother Xiao or Jack, it is such a special existence. However, in the end, she still can't give brother Xiao happiness, and she has to "forget" him. She made the worst ending to brother Xiao. Now what about Jack?

Does she care about the people, to the end are not happy? She does not care about her own happiness in front of them.

Ou Haotian looked at his baby so excited that he could only keep patting the baby's back, "good, good "Good..." He kisses the baby, but that eye is so clear, just like a spring, constantly shed tears. "Don't cry, don't cry...""Why?" Lou Yuqing looks at the man.

Man kisses her eyes, baby is as simple as snow, her heart It's clean.

"I only care about you, just want to care about you!"

At the moment when a man kisses her eyes, Lou Yuqing's heart seems to be branded. She looks at the man in a daze. She looks at the deep feeling and pity in his eyes. She says, "do you blame jack, or do you blame him..."

Lou Yuqing looks at Ou Haotian, and his heart is complicated. Haotian is not a man who cares about everything. He is used to killing, but he tolerates it. He looked at her eyes, the heart is painful, but he has been silent, silently endure everything, just want to make her happy, just want to make her happy However, she thought that as long as she said a few words, "no one is wrong" can let Haotian put down the mustard on her eyes, but Haotian's heart is also painful and has not been good. He just does not say, the heart again ache also can be like he treats his present body the same, regardless of injury, he will not cry pain.

Now she understood that she was too stupid. She was sorry for Haotian. She thought she was right to Jack and brother Xiao, but only to him.

Lou Yuqing hugged his head I'm sorry, I made you feel bad Sorry It's my wayward

"Fool, just be happy." Ou Haotian always says "happy is good" these days. Several times ago, she felt that this sentence did not have any "flavor", but now she is really aware of it. Haotian's saying "you are happy is good" to indulge her joy and indulge her wanton.

These days, this man which one thing is not to make her happy! Everything connives her, connives her to be henpecked, connives with her to date late at night, makes a snowman in the snow, has a snowball fight, and indulges her to be happy Don't worry about anything.

Lou Yuqing put his head on the shoulder of Ou Haotian, and they were silent for a long time. Silence is better than sound. Ou Haotian gently stroked her head.

A long time later Lou Yuqing said: "the people I love, I will give all my love; the people I care about, I will give them all my protection and care; I will try my best to repay the debts I owe. And you are my love I love you Love very much Brother Xiao is the one I care about, Jack is the one I care about, and my family is also the one I care about But once the person I care about becomes the debt I owe, here I am... " Lou Yuqing covered his heart, "it will hurt. I have a heart, I can feel their love for me So I don't want to hurt them. I want them to be happy. "

"I'm not good Thousands of mistakes are my fault... " Lou Yuqing said in his heart, I am sorry for brother Xiao, it is because I involved brother Xiao to that extent, but also I hurt Jack. "Jack told me when you were away He asked me not to interfere, this is your bureau with them, your battlefield You are willing to, whether injured, whether you get or not, are instincts. You, he and he will not blame me, but I didn't listen It was my fault. I had to intervene. When I saw Jack hurt There is also brother Xiao who is so embarrassed and miserable. His face is full of paintings drawn with bones and blood. He is affectionate, but she can only sentence her to death. What a cruel time

"I can't stand it any more I can't feel at ease. I have to watch you get hurt, but I'm unhurt So I'll pay it back myself... "

"I understand, I understand Baby, I know everything about you Ou Haotian's lips kiss the lips of Lou Yuqing, this silly woman! His silly baby. She used to be as simple as a rabbit, now she has become strong and dare to face, but no matter how many years have passed, her heart is still sincere.

Ou Haotian kisses his woman crazily, just like a storm kissing this silly woman, let her only belong to himself.

"I know, I know Baby, my baby is the dumbest and most beautiful... " This is his silly baby, he needs to spend his whole life, all want to love, pet the pain of the woman. "Baby, I'll give you whatever you want..."

She is not the virgin, she is just an ordinary woman, she just wants to have a small home, her heart is also very small, small enough to only contain the people she loves, the people she cares about. "Be nice to Jack, Haotian."

In fact, Ou Haotian thinks he is good enough for Jack. Fifteen years ago, he retreated with Jack, who had a high fever at that time and was no longer of any use value. He took this guy to kill out of the primitive deep forest and survived. He gave Jack a life, which was a departure from his principle. When Olea was kidnapped, he went to camp to rescue them. They were trapped in a place. He watched how Jack concealed himself to take care of Liya, What he did was silence; and after they were rescued, jack used his identity to approach Liya, but he was still silent, which represented acquiescence; fifteen years later, he used his baby to save Liya in xiaoyiyun's hands for the sake of Liya, but after he was angry, he still cooperated; his baby, the most beloved and beloved baby, was reluctant to hurt her Hair baby, her left eye is to pay him, because of debt. The baby pokes blind her left eye personally, how does he do? What else can he do! The baby doesn't allow him to hurt Jack. But that fool also planned to conceal that Liya also participated in it. If it wasn't for Liya, how could he waver? He was so stupid as to see Xiao Yiyun, who was trapped in the underground palace. Don't you understand? The "accident" happened to Jack can only be because of Liya. When he meets Liya, he becomes a fool. So everything is out of control. If a fool's eyes are blind, the baby will compensate him with oneThis is digging his heart! But he still didn't kill Jack and the woman He allowed his heart to be dug.

However, from then on, he only believed that only he could protect the baby.

Jack is so nice, but what he shouldn't do is For the sake of Liya, he can let everything go, even his favorite baby. However, he can't kill him. In fact Don't want to kill!

Jack was smart all his life, but he became a fool in front of Liya! It's not only the wrong way of love, but also the belief that waiting and quietly guarding, letting her willful and willful, will get happiness. Moreover, once something happens to Liya, he will put other people aside, and his IQ is completely offline, losing his sense and unable to control himself.

Ou Haotian sees through the game between Liya and Jack, and Is trapped in their own world in their own extremely selfish people, only willing to believe what she sees, only willing to accept what she can accept, not "can not", only willing to deceive themselves, only willing to exile themselves in her world, is she will never learn true love, only willing to believe her imaginary love, only wish I believe that her so-called family members have created a warm love for her, only willing to believe that she is in the dark, tightly grasp that faint light, the love she imagined, can not see through the reality. The other, however, has become a fool in front of her lover. She is only willing to believe that she will not hurt her. She chooses to wait and wait, but she holds on tightly.

Who is more miserable?

"Good." Just be happy.

Lou Yuqing immediately wiped away his tears. "Go and talk to Jack that vast day. You are a man. You have a common topic. I'll talk to lya. We're women

Ou Haotian dotes on her, "I've already woken him up, and the rest depends on himself..." He looked at Lou Yuqing's face of doubt, "just a moment ago, he was outside the door. Now he estimated that he had run back to where he should be, instead of escaping, just looking for warmth and existence here."

Lou Yuqing looks at Ou Haotian and smiles at the corner of her mouth, "do you all know?" Jack was just outside the door? "You said that on purpose, didn't you Sure enough, my family Haotian still cares about his brother. "

Ou Haotian touches the baby's head and doesn't deny it.

He did not choose to watch, not because he pitied Jack. In his opinion, it was that Jack was too stupid and loved the wrong way, which led to the current situation. And he was just The baby cared about Jack, so he decided to give it a push.

Just because of the baby, just because of her Care.

I know everything about you, but you don't understand mine, because I don't want to You see my pain, my injury. Baby I'll protect you. I will give you whatever you want, as long as you are happy