Chapter 213

Long Jie's small hand is holding ou Haotian's hand, and his dark green eyes are looking at Ou Haotian.

"Daddy Hugs. " He didn't dare to say it because he was afraid.

If it's normal, although Ou Haotian has a bad face, his movements on his hands will not be any slow at all, but now he just looks at him quietly.

"Long Jie, have you ever hurt?"

Long Jie nodded and pointed to his little knee.

He runs too fast, he always falls down, his knee is always broken, "it hurts here."

His hand holds Ou Haotian's hand, "kiss, kiss, pain flies away."

This sentence or Lou Yuqing taught him, he also thought, his head lowered down, "Daddy, I'm sorry, I'm wrong."

No, he didn't have a deeper sense of where he was "wrong.".

His dark green eyes are low, not to see the eyes of Ou Haotian.

"How painful is it?"

"Very painful, very painful..." Long Jie clapped his leg. In his memory, neither daddy nor mummy would beat him. The most painful thing for him was that he fell on a stone and shed blood.

"I mean The real pain. "

"What is real pain?"

Ou Haotian alone n under, although he is still much higher than the baby, but his eyes and Long Jie are equal.

"It hurts here!" Ou Haotian points to his heart. "The real pain is heartache."

Without hesitation, Long Jie's body and buttocks are cocked, and then he blows at Ou Haotian's heart.

It doesn't hurt to blow. But he still asked in doubt, "why does the heart ache? Are you ill? "

His eyes widened and he didn't understand What is heartache?

He was well protected by Ou Haotian and Lou Yuqing.

Lou Yuqing regards him as a treasure on the top of his heart, and Ou Haotian connives at him because he is Lou Yuqing who saves half of his life and is the flesh from her body.

Only when he saw Long Jie escape in that moment, the loss and loneliness in the baby's eyes, he understood, Long Jie did not understand What is the important person in his life.

He didn't use violence to shred Longjie's innocence. Now he wants to change another way.

But actually The latter is more cruel! Because he doesn't want to wait for Long Jie to grow up naturally, grow up slowly, to understand The pain of being a mother. Although He understood that this was the big baby's idea, so she was patient Don't want to destroy his father son relationship with Long Jie for his own reasons.

He wants Long Jie to grow up now.

Ou Haotian said: "you don't understand what heartache is, so Dad will tell you What is the taste of heartache

He took off his clothes and was just the upper body. Long Jie was staring at him.

In Ou Haotian's body is full of scars, one after another.

He just broke the skin, it hurt, but Dad's body is full of holes, why not pain?

He wants to take a bath with Daddy every time, but daddy doesn't bathe with him.

He felt that Dad doesn't love himself.

What's more, mummy and Daddy are both wearing eye masks and don't show them to him. He didn't see her eyes until this morning.

Only now does he feel it!

They are in pain!

Only then did Longjie's heart really tremble, and in the next day his heart really broke away from childishness and began to mature. His Long Jie is the blood of Ou Haotian. He is never weak and never gives in. He was once in the dark, through fighting, and finally step by step from the lowest base to the height of happiness. He has his stubbornness.

"These I once went out, left your mother, a careless I got it from me. I didn't feel pain when I didn't come back. On the contrary, I just feel happy. Because I'll be home soon Go to see your mother, I miss her, I don't know when I left her, she had a good life, have good care of themselves, I want to hold her. But when I came back, back to your mother's side, my whole body wound sum up, can't compare with It hurts here. "

"Heartache?"

"Yes. Your mother's eyes were hurt when I didn't leave, but I was I do not know! When I came back to see her, just one eye, my heart hurt. It hurts It's like It's like dying. " It hurt so much that his tears fell when she couldn't see it. "At that glance, I could feel your mother's pain. As soon as your mother hurts, my heart hurts. Even if the heart doesn't bleed, it hurts more than ever. Even if I wear a thousand holes, even if I Even if the body of the meat are rotten, but not comparable to heartache. At that glance, it's not fear, it's not strange, it's not hate, but hate myself, I hate myself for not protecting her

Long Jie's body is shaking.

He lowered his head.

When he saw mommy's eyes, the first thing he saw was To be afraid is to run away, to avoid!"When I hold your mother in my arms, your mother's body is shaking and crying From then on, I will never leave your mother again. It's me Didn't protect her. At that time, I was not by her side, I could not imagine how painful she should be! I hate myself for not protecting her. Long Jie, this is my heartache. My heartache is that she must be very painful, my heartache is, I did not protect her, my heartache is, when she needs me most, I am not at her side. "

Every word, like a needle, pierced into Long Jie's heart.

At that time, he did not feel his mother's pain, he not only did not feel it, but also ran away.

At that time, when he saw a mother who was different from his imagination, her eye wound was just like ordinary people Scared! Because of this, the baby is more reluctant to blame anyone, she just silently bear.

Long Jie's tears fall down, and his hand wants to touch Ou Haotian's wound, "pa bi..." Long Jie's tears drop by drop.

Ou Haotian wipes tears from the corner of Longjie's eyes.

Long Jie sobbed, his small hand tightly holding the hand of Ou Haotian. Dad's words are far more painful than beating him up.

"Daddy, hit me. I'm wrong. I'm not good... "

If it is an ordinary father, he will hold his son in his arms, because the child really knows that he is wrong.

But this time, Ou Haotian is really cruel. What he wants is not only that the child knows that he is wrong, but also that he understands

"Long Jie, do you know why one person feels heartache for another? It's like I did that to your mother. In fact, your mother is the same to me and you... "

Long Jie looks at Ou Haotian, "because Dad loves Mommy more than he does And Mommy... "

Now whenever he thinks of what he did in the morning, he feels like a bad boy. He cried and said, "love me so much." He was wrong. He really knew it was wrong.

Ou Haotian said: "yes, I love your mother very much, more than I love myself, more than even my life, I have to take good care of her. And your mother is the same to you. She loves you Much more than you think! So she will be heartbroken for you

Long Jie's tears can't stop falling down. "Sorry, I was wrong. I will not I'll never again. "

However, Ou Haotian did not stop. He is really the most cruel!

Since long Jie was born, Ou Haotian has not beaten him. In fact, before long Jie was born, he couldn't imagine what he would be like as a father!

According to his temper, he will be very fierce to Long Jie. He will sing black face and beat him, but it has been nearly five years! Even if Long Jie is mischievous all day, he is reluctant to start. Because Long Jie is her child. It's the flesh that fell from her body.

Therefore, Yangde Longjie doesn't know the meaning of pain at all.

Until now He wants to let Long Jie realize the taste and lesson that is more painful than to suffer from skin and flesh. Let him Grow up overnight!

Growth means pain!

How could he not know! His childhood is struggling in the dark, pain is like being able to pull out the skin of people, layer by layer, the fastest growth, strong!

Ou Haotian said word by word: "your mother is the best in my mind, good to You don't deserve to be her son now! If you were born in another family, your fear, your unprotection, your willfulness, your weakness, your fear, your innocence, you will always live happily and grow up under the care of your parents, all of which can be taken for granted But you are the son of Ou Haotian, and you are the child of Lou Yuqing and me So No way

Long Jie's face turned white and his body was shaking!

If Lou Yuqing is here, he will not let Ou Haotian say this to his children!

Not worthy!

It is the biggest stimulation and injury to the child in front of him, far more painful than beating him.

"I'm daddy's kid, I'm mommy's kid I won't cry any more. I won't hurt Mommy any more. I will be good, I will protect Mommy, I will make Mommy pain Daddy, you don't want to Don't want me, OK! Daddy I was wrong I'm your child, I'm mommy's baby

Long Jie pours into Ou Haotian's arms. He grabs him to death. He doesn't want dad to push him away!

He cried heartrendingly!

Long Jie hugs Ou Haotian tightly. The little guy is scared.

Lose For the first time, he was afraid that he always thought that he could have anything, forever Will also lose! "Daddy No, I don't want me How about Daddy I deserve to be your son, I deserve to be your mother's son! Sobbing Don't Do not want me! I was wrong... "

Ou Haotian looked at Long Jie and didn't hold him back. "Then prove it to me You deserve to be my son, and you deserve to be Your mother's son"What should I do?"

"Long Jie, when you grow up, you will understand what is the important person in your mind. You will protect and love her for the sake of that person. You will stay by her side all your life. But now I want you to grow up and become a real man. Do you know what a man is? "

"Men don't cry." Long Jie sobbed. It's over. He's not a man now. He's crying.

"More than that." Ou Haotian looks at Long Jie, "a man is First of all, no matter how painful it is, you can't make your lover hurt, let alone hurt her

"Second, no matter how hard or hard your heart is, don't let your lover suffer or suffer, and don't let them worry about you."

"Third, make yourself strong. Only when you have enough ability can you protect her from pain, sadness and injury."

It's these three words that are engraved in Long Jie's heart from now on.

"Well, I will I will

Ou Haotian held out his finger and said, "pull the hook Besides two secrets to us Don't tell you, Mommy, I've met you, I've spoken to you. '

Long Jie nods.

"Next I think you know what to do to your Mommy You know you're wrong. I don't know. Do you understand? "

Although Long Jie didn't understand why, he still nodded.

In the evening, Lou Yuqing felt something in her arms. When she opened her eyes, she saw the fluffy head melon seeds

The child was in her arms.

He had been assigned to sleep for a period of time, now walk into her arms inside, Lou Yuqing heart is a soft.

He should have sneaked in.

Ou Haotian is still busy in his study.

Long Jie hugged her tightly, "I'm sorry, Mommy..."

"Nothing Don't say sorry to Mommy

At this time, Long Jie looks at her eye mask.

In fact, in addition to the necessary replacement, she has been wearing it even in her dreams for four years, for fear that Long Jie will suddenly come in and see her appearance.

Long Jie reaches out his hand and pulls down her blindfold.

Lou Yuqing in that moment, instinctively biased Heart as if in this moment also missed a beat, she was nervous, but also more afraid that children will see their own eyes again show that kind of eyes.

But unexpectedly, a pair of small hands on her cheek, and then The feather kiss fell on her blind eyes.

People are afraid The part that is different from myself, that empty eye, especially the scar marks around, is even more terrifying So she didn't blame her son, who was only a few years old, afraid to see it. However, at this time, he kisses her eyes, the feeling is too familiar.

Lou Yuqing looks at Long Jie's dark green eyes, that kind of eyes It's the same as Ou Haotian looking at his eyes every day.