Chapter 1418

The past is full of memories. Zhong Ziyu only feels that he has difficulty breathing. The death of Yue Chongming is the knot of everyone's heart. It's not only sad for Yue Shan, but also a kind of torture for him.

In those days, he was green, naive and always self-centered.

He is not as mature as yuechongming. He is just jealous and disgusted. He is full of negative emotions. He knows that yuedansheng is out all the year round to find medicine for yuechongming. He knows that yuedansheng has only one sister. He only hopes his sister will be healthy. He knows that yuedansheng has suffered from the pain, the crime and everything he has done Without relatives or reasons, it is impossible to wander around with his frail younger sister. He entrusted his younger sister to him. He trusted him. He was very happy to have this trust. Why did it end up like that?

When Yue Chongming died, he was less than 20 years old.

This is clearly not her end.

Zhong Ziyu covers his eyes and doesn't want to make his appearance of crying too obvious.

Doesn't he regret it? He is too sorry. It's not only because he's sorry for Yueshan Sheng, but also because he likes yuechongming. He likes that little sister. He likes her standing outside the house in the snow in the cold winter. She looks at him in the eyes. He likes that little girl who can jump happily all day because he picked a wild flower and left it in her hair. They all have no family. They are one A family, but because of his selfishness, this family is destroyed, everything is destroyed.

The clenched fist trembled uncontrollably. Zhong Ziyu clenched his teeth and raised his eyes. He stared at Yue Dansheng with sharp eyes: "you'd better kill me. Anyway, most people want to kill me, just like you."

Yueshan Sheng took hold of his collar, pulled him half up, grinded his teeth and said, "don't you think I want to?"

But

But

How many times, he couldn't do it at all.

Say again is to refuse, the attitude is sharp again, but really arrived at the moment of the operation, how could he not be soft hearted?

Yue Chongming is his younger sister, but he used to think of Zhong Ziyu as his younger brother long, long, long ago. He is a younger brother than his younger brother.

That family is owned by three of them. They are warm and dependent on each other. It was very good at the beginning of Ming Dynasty. When did it go bad?

Chongming is a drag. He can't believe it until now. It was said by Zhong Ziyu. It's their most precious sister. Isn't it said by him?

Yes, Zhong Ziyu said that it was a new year's Eve a long time ago.

That night, the exhausted two brothers worked all day, and finally came home before midnight. Yue Chongming stood outside the house, holding Mrs. Tang in her hand. Seeing them coming back from afar, he hurried to meet them. He covered his hands and rubbed his face. His heart ached so much that he almost cried.

On New Year's Eve, who is still working? They are the only ones who are too poor. She needs to drink medicine. Even on such a special day, her two brothers can only go out to earn money diligently.

Zhong Ziyu was careless at that time. He put his younger sister in his back hand and said with a smile: "this little wind frost is nothing. Your brother and I are men!"

Yue Chongming made him laugh, but he still took off his cloak and had to put it on Zhong Ziyu's thin clothes.

Zhong Ziyu didn't refuse. He wrapped it up at will and hurried in with his sister.

The room is simple but hot. The table is full of dishes. It's new year's Eve. After new year, they are all one year old.

Yueshan Sheng, a young and mature man, frowned at the dishes on the table when he entered the room: "I didn't mean to make two dishes casually. It's too tired for such a table."

Yue Chongming's face was red, and he shook his head and said, "not tired, not tired, once a year, I'm not tired at all."

What else can Yueshan Sheng say? Zhong Ziyu has sandwiched a chopstick of Eggplant in his mouth and said with exaggeration: "it's delicious. The craftsmanship of our family's heavy tea is better than that of the cooks in the big restaurants!"

Yue Chongming listens to Xiaolian's smile and flowers bloom. It's difficult to make a living at home. There are many dishes on the table, but only one is meat. She takes a piece of fat meat and puts it into Zhong Ziyu's bowl, holding Xiaolian and watching him eat it.

Zhong Ziyu immediately ate it, comparing it with his thumb, making the little girl giggle.

Yueshan Sheng also sat down. He sat next to Zhong Ziyu. Before picking up the chopsticks, he knocked on the head of the man beside him: "you are used to her. She is more and more disobedient because of you."

Zhong Ziyu doesn't hurt at all. He chews the meat in his mouth, licks his lips and says, "I love her. She is my baby sister. Who am I not used to?"

Yueshan Sheng is too lazy to take care of him. He takes a bite of green vegetables and eats them. After a busy day, they are all tired.

Two and a half-year-old boys said that there were many dishes in their mouths, but at last they ate them completely. After eating, Yue Chongming took the initiative to clean the dishes and chopsticks. Zhong Ziyu jumped up and stopped her. He took her finger tip and icy hand in his palm and asked, "have you taken the medicine?"

Yue Chongming nodded obediently.

Zhong Ziyu touched her forehead and found that her temperature was normal. He patted her on the back and said, "go back to the house and have a fire. I'll brush the bowl."In winter, the well water is freezing to death. Whoever cleans the bowl suffers the most. Yue Chongming is considerate of the two brothers' hard work of earning money outside. When they get home, they don't want them to do more housework, but the two brothers are more worried about her weakness.

At last, yuechongming was rushed back to the house, and Yueshan Sheng accompanied Zhong Ziyu to brush the bowl in the yard.

After washing, they came in, their hands were red with cold. After entering the house, they huddled by the fire and baked for a long time before they came back to life.

Yue Chongming sat by and watched them smile, and then took out two coats from the wardrobe, one by one, and put them in their hands.

New year's gift. It took her a whole month to make it.

Compared with the size of his coat, Zhong Ziyu stood in front of the bronze mirror and asked, "is it nice?"

Yue Chongming nodded like a chicken pecking at Rice: "it's so beautiful. I look good in everything!"

Yueshan Sheng is more serious and usually reticent. But he can't help holding his sister's clothes. He covers himself without trace.

Zhong Ziyu laughed at him when he saw it: "you are taller than me, wear smaller." Then he took the coat and covered it in his arms and said, "don't wear it when you are young. It's just right for me. Give me both of them!"

Yueshan Sheng starts to rob the Kang. If Zhong Ziyu doesn't give it, he presses the man on the Kang.

Zhong Ziyu's poor cry of "ouch, ouch", Yue Chongming hurriedly went to pull his brother and shouted: "stop fighting, stop fighting."

Yue Shan Sheng pulls Zhong Ziyu up and says, "you can just pretend to believe everything about this silly girl."

Yueshan Sheng said it was a fight. In fact, he didn't try hard at all. Zhong Ziyu didn't hurt either. But he knew how to make yuechong Ming feel hurt. So he collapsed on the Kang with exaggeration. He couldn't live or die. He called to his younger sister, "your brother bullied me. Chong Ming, you don't recognize him. Let's have a fight later."

Yue Chongming knew that she had been cheated at the moment, but she was not angry at all. She said softly, "we three can't do without one."

Zhong Ziyu looks up at Yueshan Sheng beside the Kang. Yueshan Sheng's face is always cold. Now he is smiling and his eyes are bent like the moon.

Zhong Ziyu also smiled, because he knew that in the future, he would never be lonely again.

When the ugly time came, a family of three huddled on the broad Kang, covered with thick quilts, said to each other, "happy new year."

It was not the first year they spent together, nor the last one, but the warmth that belonged to each other alone was still unforgettable after a long time.