CH 27

When Qiao Luo asked, “What should I do?”, he actually harboured a little anticipation.

He belonged to the age group that was newly enlightened about their sexuality yet had half-baked knowledge. He was full of curiosity in regards to those intimate actions between lovers. He still had an innate feeling of reluctance to part with Fu Zhi Zhou, making him want to strongly hug, kiss, and have even closer intimacy.

Also, he was big in talks but a dwarf in actions. Qiao Luo only had a blurry impression of this further development of intimate contact. When Fu Zhi Zhou’s hand really landed on that area separated by two layers of clothing—the pants and underwear—Qiao Luo was already feeling unbearable. The snow white little face carried along a small portion of the neck that was exposed outside the pajamas, both burning red in the process.

Fu Zhi Zhou massaged him slowly. Qiao Luo shivered a little with Fu Zhi Zhou’s actions. He felt that Fu Zhi Zhou’s hand was scalding hot, his movement very considerate. Bashfulness integrated with the satisfaction of his lover taking care of him wrapped him up completely, making him feel a little at a loss. And so, he reached out a hand to seek Fu Zhi Zhou out for a hug, stickily and delicately bossed, “Don’t be too fierce.”

Fu Zhi Zhou was hardly fierce at all. He only reached a hand inside, sticking onto Qiao Luo’s area and rubbed him very skillfully. He didn’t even remove the pants but that still made Qiao Luo bury his face into Fu Zhi Zhou’s chest as he hummed softly. It was the sort of unintentionally leaked out voice, soft and nasally, like a kitten.

Qiao Luo’s psychology most probably matured relatively late and his physiology followed suit and matured late too. His first spring dream happened when he was 16, but he was also considered to have passed the heat of youth, silently giving release to himself before.

But the moment Fu Zhi Zhou put his hand in there, Qiao Luo felt like his entire body was struck by tons of tiny waves of electric current, numbing and electrifying from head to toe.

After a while, this electrifying and numbing sensation magnified. Qiao Luo unconsciously grabbed Fu Zhi Zhou’s arm tightly, releasing a suppressed “en”. The humming turned into gentle pants, the entire body hiding in Fu Zhi Zhou’s embrace.

Fu Zhi Zhou hugged him and kissed his head. He stayed still considerately with affections. Once Qiao Luo stopped trembling, he gave him another two kisses and said, “I’ll go take a shower.”

When Fu Zhi Zhou came back from his shower, Qiao Luo had already changed his clothes sneakily, waiting for Fu Zhi Zhou to lie on the bed before entering his arms and fell asleep soundly.

And as the next day came, Fu Zhi Zhou realised that Qiao Luo was acting a little strange.

When Fu Zhi Zhou gave him lessons, or when they went out on dates, Qiao Luo always seemed like he had something to say but was hesitant.

In the beginning, Fu Zhi Zhou thought that he was feeling shy and reflected on himself. He felt that he didn’t act out of place and so he ignored Qiao Luo’s actions, letting his pure little boyfriend to eliminate the embarrassment of having his most intimate place touched by his lover, by himself. 

But slowly, Fu Zhi Zhou found out that this wasn’t the reason, for Qiao Luo became even stickier. When they revised, he always used the excuse of “I only got one question wrong in this paper” to steal kisses.

As someone who experienced provoking another into action through kisses, Fu Zhi Zhou no longer dared to kiss so intensely.

But Qiao Luo was like a pure sheet of paper. A little obscenity was sufficient to fuel his greed for knowledge and meat. Occasionally, he even propped up a little tent and looked at Fu Zhi Zhou with rosy cheeks.

Fu Zhi Zhou could only hug his little lover affectionately in the middle of a strict and proper teaching session, helping him to solve some troubles.

Since he wasn’t shy, there had to be another reason.

Fu Zhi Zhou calculated the time. It was close to the New Year. The Qiao family was going to take Qiao Luo back to his grandparents’ place to celebrate. Qiao Luo was already feeling reluctant to part with him.

Fu Zhi Zhou was actually unwilling to let Qiao Luo go too.

Such an obedient, soft little boyfriend, who would be willing to?

Thus, on the twelfth month of the lunar year, from the 23rd, Fu Zhi Zhou showed excessive benevolence and stopped forcing Qiao Luo to study. If he wasn’t accompanying Qiao Luo to play outside, they were cuddling at home when the cold weather was too unbearable.

The Qiao family booked a flight on the 28th at noon. At first, they thought that Fu Zhi Zhou was staying alone for New Year and even planned to bring him along.

At that time, Qiao Luo was indeed delighted for a while. However, this proposal was rejected by Fu Zhi Zhou. He was going to find Old Man Fu.

So on the night of 27th, Qiao Luo shrank into Fu Zhi Zhou’s arms. He finally couldn’t suppress it any longer. He pressed his lips and hesitantly reached his hand downwards, learning the message techniques from Fu Zhi Zhou as he headed for Fu Zhi Zhou’s area.

The two laid under the blankets and wore pajamas. Qiao Luo only touched Fu Zhi Zhou’s waist and was about to reach his hand inside when he was stopped in his tracks by Fu Zhi Zhou’s trap. He asked, “Luo Luo, what are you up to?”

Qiao Luo started to struggle. He bumped his head on Fu Zhi Zhou’s chest, not saying a word as if he must touch Fu Zhi Zhou.

Fu Zhi Zhou was busy from head to toe from Qiao Luo’s troublemaking actions. Qiao Luo had lesser strength than Fu Zhi Zhou, but Fu Zhi Zhou was afraid of hurting him. But when he was trapping the unruly hand, he had to expend a great deal of energy just to do so. Only when a layer of perspiration came out did he manage to control the hand in the mess. He asked, “What’s been going on in the past few days?”

Qiao Luo stared at him wide-eyed, but when the words came out, his tone was very aggrieved, “Let go of me.”

Fu Zhi Zhou’s tone became slightly serious, “Then you have to stop fussing around.”

Qiao Luo suffered a greater injustice. His eyes were so watery, he was about to cry. Just as Fu Zhi Zhou wanted to put on a stricter aura, he immediately softened down and negotiated, “I know you can’t bear to leave me because you’re going to your grandparents’. Hang on till the end of the New Year, I’ll come to get you. Don’t make trouble again.”

Qiao Luo’s thin and slender wrist twitched, “It hurts.”

He did use a little strength, but it was not at all strong. Fu Zhi Zhou immediately let go of his hold when he heard the exclamation. But the hold still left a mark on Qiao Luo.

Fu Zhi Zhou felt distressed and frowned, “I’ll rub it for you.” 

Qiao Luo stared at him in a trance. His lips moved a few times before words came out, “Zhou Zhou gege, do you really like me?”

Fu Zhi Zhou froze from his question. He subconsciously thought that it was because he was too rough and so he turned his body and kissed Qiao Luo’s forehead before speaking, “I’m about to dig out my heart for you to see it. You’re still asking if I like you or not?”

Qiao Luo voiced his suspicions, “I thought that maybe you might be afraid of hurting my feelings and affecting my studies, lying to me.”

What sort of rubbish was this? Worrying about personal gains and losses was not Qiao Luo’s style. Since young, he was raised in a honey jar and never had such a sensitive mindset. Thus, Fu Zhi Zhou spoke bluntly, “Ancestor, if I didn’t like you, would I still care about your grades?”

This seemed very reasonable. Qiao Luo had been convinced. He reached out to hug Fu Zhi Zhou’s neck and said in a very small voice, “But you hugged me and gave me that, yet why don’t you have a single reaction?”

Fu Zhi Zhou, “…”

Never did he expect that the reason for the little guy’s odd mood was this sort of a thing.

Qiao Luo even continued saying, “You even helped me out quite a few times, why don’t you let me touch you?”

Fu Zhi Zhou, “…”

Qiao Luo still needed to make a conclusion after speaking, “So these few days I kept thinking that it was either you didn’t like me or you couldn’t do it.”

The number of cold showers he had to take was uncountable, but this little boyfriend of his could still hold doubts about his sincerity and even his ability. Fu Zhi Zhou didn’t know if he should laugh or cry. He knocked on Qiao Luo’s head, saying, “Or my boyfriend is still too young, and I can’t bear to do it.”

Qiao Luo never reflected on himself, trying to find a reason based only on Fu Zhi Zhou. When he heard this reasoning, he fell into a daze and very foolishly let out a single sound, “Ah?”

Fu ZHi Zhou pinched the small face, finding it absolutely necessary for him to educate his little boyfriend, “Little fool, your boyfriend is 21, healthy and has very normal physiological needs. But you are too young, I am reluctant to touch you.”

He paused and added, “I’m having a tough time holding back, so you’re not allowed to make any further trouble blindly.”

His area had been touched by Fu Zhi Zhou already, so the meaning of ‘touch’ was……

Qiao Luo suddenly understood what Fu Zhi Zhou was saying. His face boiled and burnt thoroughly as he hid in the blankets with a smoking head, only revealing the little hair whorl at the top of his head. He said in a stuffed voice, “Then wait for me, I’ll grow up very quickly.”

Previously, he talked about ‘this’ and ‘that’ and now that he thought back on it, he felt the embarrassment creeping in half a beat later. Fu Zhi Zhou felt amused as he dug out the person in the blanket, “I’m waiting for you. Okay, you still have to go to the airport tomorrow. Sleep earlier.”

Qiao Luo didn’t have the spare time to bother about the sorrow of parting these few days and was mainly focused on his messy thoughts. Now, he truly felt the loath to part with Fu Zhi Zhou. With sticky dominance, he leaned over and kissed Fu Zhi Zhou’s chin, mumbling his words, “Actually… I can… I know how to rub it too.”

Fu Zhi Zhou, “…”

Where on earth did this rascal, who would quiver and whimper from only two rubs under his bullying, learn to speak such words!

Fu Zhi Zhou held his jaw in place and pressed his lips onto the other, blocking that little chatty mouth that dared to speak of anything, directly kissing the other into a dizzy state before tucking him into his arms, saying, “Sleep obediently.”

Shi Si: I feel like I’m crazily testing the waters…