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Xue Bao ran all the way back to his bedroom before daring to stop. His hands rested on the table as he panted heavily. The latest news exploded in her heart like a small bomb, breaking her heart.

He and Yu Er had too many past, those beautiful past firmly laying the foundations for their relationship. And herself? What qualifications do you have to compete with Yu Er for this man?

She and Yan Junyi had only known each other for more than half a year, and they hadn't spent much time together, nor did they have any intense life and death promises. Yes... It was just that one small quarrel after another was filled with suspicion and distrust.

"Baby …" Behind him, Yan Junyi gently called out to him in a low voice, filled with a faint pain in his heart. For her, the only thing he could do was pity and pity her. Finally, he was still a man with a conscience. Xue Bao could only bitterly smile in his heart.

He forced a smile out of his face and said: "Yi, don't worry. I was just shocked by the news, I just wanted to clear up the situation."

She would not cry in front of him, not before, not now. Unless it was absolutely necessary, she would control her tears because she wasn't the kind of person who liked to gain sympathy from others!

And how could Yan Junyi not understand her personality? Seeing the forced smile on her face was even more heart-wrenching than seeing her tears. She was too strong!

"I'm sorry, I didn't think about hiding anything from you. I didn't want to mention the name Yu Er before." Yan Junyi pressed both hands on her shoulders and stared at her quietly.

"Every time I mention Yu Er, it is when I'm in the most pain, no matter if it's you or me who mentions this name. At night it must be my sleepless night, and all I can think about is his shadow, do you understand? "

Xue Bao looked at him and asked blankly, "Just what kind of relationship is it that can make you fall for a woman to this extent?" Yi, you said it yourself, Yu Er is not really that special a person, why? "

"I don't know either." Yan Junyi shook his head bitterly, "It's as if my brain is being controlled, I can't even make the decision on my own, it's as if she's the lover that I owed in my previous life …"

Xue Bao was startled. Old Master Yan had clearly said that she was Yan Junyi's lover from his previous life. Maybe Yan Junyi was right, Yi Yuer was the one who did that. She suddenly thought of the Queen's sleeping quarters that were sealed inside the Moon God Hall.

Was there the result she wanted there? Xue Bao couldn't help but laugh in his heart. She really wanted to be the Queen of Yan Junyi's previous life. She wanted to go crazy, to actually believe this kind of superstitious nonsense.

"I also want to forget her. I listened to you and remembered the name Xue Bao. But just as I am about to truly remember, Yu Er actually appeared … " Yan Junyi took a deep breath helplessly, and used his thumb to caress her cheeks in apology.

"Thank you for loving me." Xue Bao looked at him and smiled. Being able to remember her name while he was so infatuated with Yu Er, was already very difficult. Shouldn't she feel happy?

"Yi, quickly go and accompany Big Sister Yu Er. I want to see Lin Jian." Xue Bao felt that if he stayed with him any longer, he would only be at a loss for words. He might as well just let him do what he wanted to do.

Lin Jian! This name stung Yan Junyi's heart, he would forever feel guilty, and did not even dare to mention the name in front of Xue Bao. He opened his mouth and asked with concern, "How is he?"

Xue Bao nodded, and a few normal smiles finally appeared on his face. "He's very good, Tian Tian has always been taking care of him, and with such a good girl in love, Lin Jian is very happy."

This was also the place where she had always envied Lin Jian. The emotions in his heart and the sadness in his heart became stronger and stronger after Yu Er appeared!

She really didn't think that a girl as beautiful as Tian Tian would be so persistent towards love. Under the situation where she didn't know how many days Lin Jian would live, how could she not give up and stubbornly defend this incomplete love?

And herself? He wanted to retreat whenever he met with difficulties, but he felt guilty when he saw Yu Er. Yan Junyi always felt that she was the worst in the entire world, it was impossible for her to fall in love with him.

"I happen to be going to the company, and I'll take you there." Yan Junyi's words had interrupted her train of thought.

Xue Bao was originally going to reject it, but Yan Junyi opened his mouth again: "We'll meet downstairs later. Quickly change your clothes." With that, he turned around and walked out of Xue Bao's bedroom, not even giving her the chance to refuse.

Yan Junyi sent Xue Bao to the entrance of the hospital, hesitating whether or not he should go up and take a look at Lin Jian. Thinking about it, visiting a person that he was not familiar with was not his style, and it would easily raise suspicions, so he did not go.

When Xue Bao arrived at Lin Jian's ward, Lin’s mother was watching over him. It was about time for Tian Tian to go to work.

Xue Bao saw that the Lin’s mother was packing up his things. He puzzledly walked in and asked: "Auntie, what are you doing?"

Lin’s mother turned around, looked at Xue Bao, and smiled: "Xue Bao, it's you. I'm packing my things to bring Lin Jian back home to live, I can't stay in the hospital forever, right?"

"Why? It's easier to hang up in a hospital, isn't it? " After that, she turned to Lin Jian and looked at his pale face. It had been so long, but her heart was still a little sad.

"The hospital is good, but the expenses are huge. Also, it's more convenient to take care of the family, isn't it?" Lin’s mother said as he folded all his clothes and packed everything up. He was prepared to take Lin Jian back home.

Although staying here spent all the money from Yan Family, they couldn't stay here forever. Everyone didn't know whether Lin Jian could wake up or not, but they couldn't stay in the hospital for the rest of their lives!

Xue Bao nodded his head in understanding. Without asking any more questions, he began to clean up the ward.

Lin’s mother looked up at her and asked: "Oh yes, how are you right now? When they heard that Yan Junyi's ex-wife had appeared, did they bully you? What are you going to do? "

Xue Bao's hand that was holding onto her clothes trembled slightly. She did not expect the Lin’s mother to suddenly ask about her and Yan Junyi, and she lowered her head and laughed bitterly: "Jun Yi didn't bully me, they are reasonable people."

Xue Bao silently prayed in his heart for Lin’s mother to not ask any further questions. Making up lies was not her speciality, dealing with mother fan alone was already tiring enough, and she would no longer have the strength to deal with Lin’s mother's questions.

Perhaps the heavens had heard her plea, but just as Lin’s mother spoke out, the door to the ward suddenly opened, and Father Lin walked in. Upon entering the door, he asked, "Are you done packing? I've already contacted the ambulance. "

"Mm, that's enough." The Lin’s mother replied.

When Father Lin saw Xue Bao, he greeted him with a smile, "Xue Bao, why did you come out so early?"

"I had nothing to do at home, so I came out." Xue Bao stood to the side and answered.

Father Lin nodded, then suddenly spoke out again: "Oh yeah, I remember that a few months ago, you asked Lin Jian to give me the medicinal powder for me to study. Now, you have obtained further results."

"Powder?" Xue Bao was stunned for a moment. For a moment, he couldn't recall what he said. But she quickly remembered that other than the powder that she gave to Lin Jian's father to research, there was no other time.

The powder that sister bi had always given Yan Junyi! Back then, the result that Father Lin had said was that it did not harm the human body, so she did not pay too much attention to it. Just in case something happened to help Yan Junyi to stop drinking that fragrant tea.

Now that he heard Father Lin say that, his heart froze for a moment. He couldn't help but ask: "Really? "What's the result?"

Father Lin first curiously asked, "Where did you get this powder?" It is said that this medicine is a folk medicine. Fifty to sixty years ago, it appeared in the mortal world, but after that, it was forbidden from appearing on the market and completely disappeared. "

"I don't know. I got it from a friend. She's taking it." Xue Bao casually lied. In his heart, however, he was extremely anxious. He could not help but urge, "Oh, Uncle..." You're just going to have to figure out what it is. "

Seeing her panic, Father Lin opened his mouth and said, "This medicine is called Soul Concentrating Powder. If a person takes it for a long time, it will make him unable to forget about certain things. In the end, it is very likely that he will go insane, but the probability is very small."

"What did you say?" Xue Bao looked at him with his eyes wide open in shock. "Do you really have something on your mind? "What do you mean?"

Father Lin thought for a moment and then said, "Have you ever heard of selective amnesia? He forgot some of the things he didn't want to remember the most. Some people, but others were deeply etched in his memory. Furthermore, the thoughts of a person before death, if a person does not even have the will to live, that also means that he does not want to live anymore, it is very likely that he will never be able to wake up again. "

"Do you mean that if I take this medicine, it's very likely that I'll remember something and never forget it?" Xue Bao was so shocked that even his voice began to tremble. There was actually this kind of medicine under the heavens?

Yan Junyi's and Yi Yuer's words from before flashed across his mind. The more he wanted to forget about Yu Er, the more he wanted her to go crazy. It was as if someone was controlling his brain …

Father Lin nodded. "Actually speaking simply, it's like being a mentally ill person. If you're provoked by something or someone, then you're mentally ill. Although she didn't know anyone or anything, her subconscious would always remember the incident that had caused her to go insane. From time to time, I would hear that person's name from her mouth, and she would never forget it! "

"..." Soul Concentrating Powder was the same. Although it did not cause people to go insane, it also did not affect their normal lives. However, it was able to cause one to be unable to forget about a certain matter. From time to time, illusions would form in one's mind, reminding them of its existence time and time again. In such a situation, it is possible for one to go insane over time, but it will depend on one's resistance and endurance. "

"If your resistance and endurance were strong, you wouldn't have gone insane?" Xue Bao asked in surprise.

Father Lin smiled and said, "Of course, they are both women. Some of them chose to commit suicide out of love, and some of them faced it bravely. Everyone's mental endurance is different. If you want to know more, I'll show you the test report when we get home."

"Mm …" Xue Bao quietly replied. He began to ponder. Father Lin's words had shocked her too much. After all, this was related to Yan Junyi's health and wellbeing!

"It's best to not advise your friend to take this medicine. After all, it would be harmful to his body." Father Lin patted her on the shoulder and kindly reminded her, "Especially girls, their endurance is quite poor."

"Mm, thank you uncle." Xue Bao looked at him gratefully.

"Little girl, why are you being so polite with me?" Coincidentally, a doctor had come to help Lin Jian get discharged at this time. Father Lin quickly went to help, leaving Xue Dingdang alone to ponder over what he had just said.

Maybe, Yan Junyi did not want to forget about Yu Er, hence he drank this tea. And she, the nosy person, had taken it upon herself to change his tea. Would he want to drink it? Xue Bao was truly curious.

Yan Junyi being able to remember her name and being able to fall in love with her was probably something that she had inadvertently created herself. Ever since Lan Ning gave her the Jadeite Tea, Yan Junyi had not drunk that kind of tea, and only saw him drink it a few days ago!

His obsession with Yu Er, was it really the effect of this Soul Concentrating Powder? But he had truly loved Yi Yuer. Even if he hadn't drank the fragrant tea given by the sister bi, being able to think of her was a very normal thing!

Also, what was the reason behind sister bi giving him this drink? Let him remember Yu Er? Was she afraid that Yan Junyi would forget Yu Er? Why...

Her mind was filled with thoughts of 'why' as she was at a loss in Xue Bao's mind. There were too many things she didn't understand. He didn't understand why sister bi and Mr. Yan favored Yu Er so much and didn't understand why Mei Qi and Old Master Yan hated him so much.

Aren't they family? Why did it make it seem like they were on two separate sides of the battlefield, making this family so incompatible that it couldn't even be put on fire or water? Was Yan Junyi clear of all this? Did he not understand anything like her?

With this complicated feeling in his heart, Xue Bao wandered around outside for a day and only planned to return home when it was dark.