Chapter 342

This is what Chen Meng saw when she came in.

Love to cry into tears, son in the dawn and love under the cover of safe sleep.

"Silence, you come here, I have something for you." Chen Meng goes to Qian Mo, and Qian Mo discovers her.

Wipe her tears and follow Chen Meng out.

Chen Meng takes out a letter from her arms and gives it to Qian Mo solemnly.

"Silent, I have never used the rights of my uncle and I to give green lights and privileges to my family in my life. But today, I did it. I got this from Changmo leader. I gave it to you."

Qian Mo takes over, the brown paper envelope with a simple texture, above is his iron painting and silver hook words.

There are only two words on it:

the suicide note

"why is there such a thing?"

Chen Meng sees Qian Mo's lips suddenly turn white, and her breath becomes heavy. She responds strongly, so she explains quickly.

"He's very good. This is their tradition. Everyone has it."

Special forces are different from other departments, and everyone must sign a suicide note during training.

Movies and TV plays often have this kind of bridge, so is the reality.

Although the danger of special forces is limited, the casualty rate is not as big as that shown in the TV series. The low casualty rate does not mean that there is no such thing. This is a very noble profession, and at the same time, it is also very dangerous.

"According to the regulations, each of them should write a suicide note in advance, seal it and hand it over to the team for safekeeping. If they sacrifice their honor in the task, they will be sent to their families. Yu Changmo wrote two copies, one for me, his father and his sister and younger brother, and the other for you. I didn't move the one he wrote to his family. I hope I am of my generation Son will never have a chance to open it, but this one he wrote to you, I use my authority to come out. "

Qian Mo looks at the two characters of the letter, and his hands are shaking unconsciously.

She did not dare to read these two words. Although he was still lying in the ward, the cruel words suggested that she might lose him at any time.

"I don't want to see, I don't want to see, I don't want to lose him - Master, do you want him to change his career? Everything is good. With so many posts in the army, is it not good to change to a safe one? Or... Don't do it. Isn't it good to do business? Let him go back to my house and raise sea cucumbers with my father... "

QIAN Mo has been incoherent.

Chen Meng, however, understands her very much and pats her on the shoulder with an elder posture.

"As a mother, why don't I understand your feelings? I also hope that my son can choose a secure job, nine to five."

Qian Mo grabs Chen Meng's hand, and the letter is deformed. "Master, shall we speak together? Shall we threaten him and kick him out if we don't change jobs? "

Chen Meng took out her hand and patted her hand again and again.

"Silence, don't you understand?"

Qian Mo has a question mark.

"I am his mother. His father and I raised him to adulthood, but we can only send him to the age of 18. His father and I will give advice on things before the age of 18. The life after 18 is his own, and I can't make decisions for him. Although you have not participated in his previous life, in the next few decades, only you, and The children of both of you. "

The mother who can say this must be very wise and see through life.

The love given by parents to their children is the purest in the world. As a continuation of life, how many parents want to control their children's life in their own hands. There are really not many parents who can let go of their children like Chen Meng.

"As a companion to accompany him for the rest of his life, these life events should be decided by both of you, rather than let us old people come forward to solve them. I suggest you read his will. If you still insist on your choice after reading, I will support you."

Chen Meng didn't open to read her son's suicide note, but she could guess that it was her own child. She understood what she thought.

"I understand what you think, and I understand what my son thinks. I respect you both in your decision to go out or stay."

Chen Meng has always wanted to talk to Qianmo since she asked her thoughtlessly on wechat whether she would be disappointed if she was not a policeman in the future.

Chen Meng can think of the best way for her son to have an accident at this time is to let Qian Mo read this letter.

"Master, don't you think you and my Shigong are following the children too much? Do you let them do what they want to do? " Qian Mo asked.

In terms of parenting, she lacks experience. Her father Chen Baichuan and her master Chen Meng are two extremes.

She was strictly disciplined by her father since she was a child. She was so strict that she couldn't say a few words to the boys. Her father forced her to interfere in the selection of college students.

On the contrary, the little HEIs don't care what they want to do.

"My mother asked me the same question - when she comes next time, I will introduce you to her. She once mastered half of the overseas Chinese business circles before she retired. She did not understand my concept of parenting and felt that my father and I were too loose. I said that to her at that time. If the child is better than us, we don't need to interfere in his choice. He will surpass us in the future If we leave money to them, sooner or later we will lose out. "Chen Meng is very pleased that she and ER ye have strong genes. The three children have three different choices, each of which is excellent.

In different fields, doing what you like, everyone clearly knows what you want.

Qian Mo doesn't know what she knows. She thinks that when she told her master about her studies last time, she thought that the master had the same reaction.

If you want to learn, it's ok if you don't want to learn. If you want to be a policeman, it's ok if you don't want to be a policeman. If you don't want to, you can be happy

Yes, that's the attitude of Shifu last time.

Chen Meng left and said that she would go back to stew soup for her son and ask Qian Mo for a day off. Tomorrow, Saturday and Sunday, she would not have to go back to school and stay in the hospital to take care of him.

Qian Mo put the leather envelope in his pocket and went back to the ward.

He seemed to feel missing. He opened his eyes and looked around vaguely. When he saw her, he hooked the corners of his mouth, closed his eyes and fell asleep again.

Qian Mo holds his chin and looks at him for a while. When he is asleep, she stabilizes her mind and takes out the letter shaking.

All at once, he tore open the sealed pocket and took out the writing paper.

Only two pieces of paper, vigorous pen characters written his character, looking at his words as if to see his people, elegant and excellent, even punctuation between the lines are showing a warm.

To: Dear

when you see this letter, I have left the world and gone to another place without you.

Only see the beginning, Qian Mo's tears burst.

Although he was lying there, the letter tore open the biggest fear in her heart and opened up the things she didn't want to face directly.

Blood dripping, every drop of tears, are full of her fear and sadness.

Qianmo tries to endure the sadness and continues to look down.