Chapter 55.2

Should my life be this messed up? Why do I have to deal with this misfortune? Did you want to mess with me with that in mind?

And Gerald was risking everything to save me, as he wanted.

Me and Gerald.

And is the disease so great that it drives some people I don’t know into such hell?

Then I could think of one more thing.

He drove me into such a miserable hell that he couldn’t let go of me. I’ll go and face it myself. It’s over if you let go. Why?

Suppose he let go of me.

Then I would have met another man. And it was because I was so angry back then.

I’m going to find someone who will love me.

That’s why I wanted to get married. What if I get pregnant? I’ll end up being dead again.

It’s Nisephor again!

After all, it’s Nisephor again! Just that.

Gerald really loved me. Even if he doesn’t let go, he’ll lose me, and even if I let go, I will lose him instead, so I decided to embrace it.

With the thought of saving myself.

“What is this bottle?”

My teeth are chipped..

It’s a lie to say that I’m not afraid of the disease that’s encroaching on me. How can I not be afraid when I have already had a history of it putting me to death.

But that’s all I’m afraid of.

If I’m afraid, I can overcome it.

And if I get sick, I can only do it to get better!

“You can do it, Louella,” I said to myself as I had a determined look on my face.

The Imperial City is near.

I’ll tamper with the crown prince and make him realize I’m not easy.

Way to go!

Isn’t the crown prince just a child living this life? Well, I’m already living my second life. I have an advantage.

There’s nothing for me to lose.

We arrived at the palace of the Crown Prince.

The maid of honor came to meet me. The maid led me directly to the crown prince.

“Hello, Your Highness,” I greeted with a smile.

“I’m glad to see you like this. Lady Louella.”

The Crown Prince smiled.

He looks good when he smiles like that.

“Thank you for inviting me. I wanted to see the castle.”

“Oh, I see.”

The Crown Prince’s eyes flickered.

He revealed his feelings. The Crown Prince would often look at me and focus at the end of my words.

As if you’re coming up with something through me.

Who can be the Crown Prince?

Rumor has it that the Crown Prince is not even getting married because he misses his ex-fiancee, who died early.

Then there’s only one.

Do I look like his ex-fiance?

The Crown Prince himself had given me a hard time.

* * *

Ernst smiled.

That boldness and brightness.

Louella’s emotions, filled with sunshine, pour straight out toward Ernst.

Louella smiled.

Even her smile resembled that of Philia’s. Ever since Ernst began to realize, he has not been able to erase the image of Philia from Louella.

“I meant let’s get along well from now on.”

“Do you want to get along with me, lady?”

He didn’t know what Louella meant by saying that. If adult men and women who are average exchange greetings like this.

He didn’t know what the hell was hiding behind that bright smile.

“Wouldn’t it be nice if anyone could get along with someone very well? I think the Crown Prince is a good person.”

A good person

[Bold How sweet is the blood flowing in her throat? Sacrifice her to me, Ernst. After the loss of that woman, the guardian will no longer follow the black Uroboros. He’ll come after me and beg me.]

[Give her back!]

Louella had no idea what she was holding and seemed like she was talking as if it was one of the most comfortable things to do.

“A good person. I feel like I should be a good person,” murmured Ernst.

But isn’t it too late?

He already walked an irreversible path. From the day that Philia had to die for Ernst, the pendulum was unable to turn.

‘Ernst. You’ll be able to protect Arena as you please. It’s a god who protects us. I’m the only one who needs to sacrifice.’

He couldn’t forget the sweet whispering voice.

He suffered short and painful symptoms for a year, not 10 years. Philia was willing to give her life to God.

[Don’t you have something to get back from me? There are things we need to protect together]

The voice pushed Ernst’s back.

“May I see you again, lady? When I see the lady, I think of someone I can’t meet anymore.”

Ernst deliberately showed his most painful facial expression.

Louella’s expression was filled with pity.

“I understand, Your Highness,”

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