Chapter 38

Tired Fang zhe did not go to another room as usual, but hugged me to sleep.

When I woke up, I found myself resting on one of his arms. When I turned my head, I could see his handsome face.

When he fell asleep, his brow wrinkled slightly, as if he had a heavy heart. His lips have been tightly closed, as if trying to keep a secret. Years have not left too many traces on his face. Compared with the bad and handsome school grass of Zhushi No.1 middle school, Fang Zhe is still smooth and compact, and his face is not inferior to that of those years.

It's just that the eyebrows are more dignified than they used to be. But these changes also make him more attractive.

But I don't feel the danger of killing someone in my arms.

This sense of security makes me despise myself, feel right and wrong, and take killing my mother's enemy as my dependence. I feel like a captive animal. I get used to the restraint and confinement he gives me, and gradually make this confinement my comfort zone. Slowly lost the confidence and courage to resist.

I can't help thinking about it. I can't go on like this, I can't fall into the trap he dug, I can't sink because of it, I need to be vigilant, I want revenge!

My hand slowly reached into the pillow, where I took advantage of their inattention from the table Shun fruit knife.

The knife is not big, but the blade is sharp enough. As long as the blade cuts down Fang Zhe's artery, even if he wakes up, he can't be rescued!

The knife was a little small. I hid it in the pillowcase. I felt it for a long time before I found it.

I opened the blade and saw the artery beating in Fang Zhe's neck. I've studied the location on my mobile phone, and I know where to cut it down to kill Fang Zhe.

I was extremely nervous. I felt my hands shaking, my whole body shaking slightly, and my palms began to sweat.

As long as the cruel cut down, Fang zhe he is finished! My mother's revenge can be avenged!

But I looked at Fang Zhe and hesitated. I can't do it. I really can't do it. In my mind, I fantasized about the appearance of his blood spurting out after being cut off. The more I thought about it, the more scared I was. The more I thought about it, the more I couldn't do it.

What's more shameless is that I can see him reaching for my head, and his gentle smile.

At this time, Fang zhe suddenly turned over, the whole person fell over to me, hugged me, and made a sound like balderdash, "such a small knife, how to kill people."

I almost jumped up and threw the knife on the ground.

Fang zhe hugged me more tightly, "don't learn to play with knives in the future. What if you hurt yourself? Even if it's cutting artery, it also needs technology. How can it be cut accurately when you are so nervous? If you can't cut it, I can't die, and you're scared to death, isn't that ugly? "

He was trembling and couldn't say a word.

"Well behaved, don't be silly. Don't think about killing me. You can't kill me. I don't die that easily. " Fang zhe lazily opened his eyes and looked at me with a smile.

I couldn't say a word. I just looked at him nervously.

He habitually reached over and touched my head. "You're not the kind of person who can kill people. You can't do it. "

I finally recovered and asked him, "what if I did?"

He hooked the corner of his lip, showing a trace of sarcastic smile, "with you?"

"Be careful. I didn't do it this time. It doesn't mean I won't do it next time. You're right. I'm cowardly, but with this experience, maybe I will do it next time. I'll take revenge on my mother and kill you asshole I said in a cold voice.

"Do you really think I'm a jerk?" He asked me seriously.

"Of course you are an asshole, a devil. You killed my mother and ruined my life! I hate you

I was emotional, but he was as calm as water. Some sharp things under his eyes were slowly rising. Then he suddenly bent his head, tore open my robe and bit me on my chest. I almost cried out in pain.

"Since you think I'm a jerk, I'll be a jerk!"

He said, and took another bite at my chest. I reached for him in pain, and he tied my hands and pressed them up.

He arched me like a beast, nibbled, sucked, used all kinds of means, and then invaded me violently.

My leg is inconvenient, so I can only bear it passively. In fact, even when my legs are OK, I can't resist him as long as he's a beast.

He finally finished, reminded me that I could get up and exercise, let me get up quickly, and then he wanted to go back to sleep by himself.

I was a little tired by him and didn't feel like getting up. But I was afraid that Yang Yu would say that Fang zhe would come back and I would not get up, so I had to get up reluctantly.

Fang zhe looked at me and sighed, "let me help you."

I resolutely refused, "I'll do it myself. I don't need your help."

"Well, you have backbone. I like your strength. You can wear it yourself. I'll sleep first." Then he fell down comfortably and went to sleep.After washing, she went downstairs to have breakfast. Yang Yu was already waiting there, smiling a little jokingly, "Mr. is back, and Mrs. won't get up after a little more sleep?"

I don't know what to say. I just smile and go to the table to have breakfast.

At this time, Fang zhe also came downstairs. I thought he was going to sleep in. I didn't expect that he would come down so soon.

"I want to see your training intensity. Do you have strength in your legs now? If you have strength, get out of the wheelchair as soon as possible and start using crutches." Fang zhe said.

"My wife is recovering well, but not to the extent that she can use crutches. It will take some time to exercise." Yang Yu answered for me.

She's a doctor, so she's more qualified to answer.

Fang zhe nodded, sat down next to me, looked at the table, "only a bowl of porridge?"

Yang Min quickly apologized, "Mr. Gao is not here these days. He doesn't drink porridge and only eats noodles. I'm used to only cooking three bowls of porridge, so I don't have one for Mr. Gao. I'm sorry. I'll prepare another breakfast for my husband. "

Fang zhe nodded, "it doesn't matter. I'll have a bowl with my wife."

Said to grab my bowl, "you leave half to me, you eat some other on the full."

Half of my porridge was snatched by him to drink, and then he gave me a fried egg, "come and eat this, one more piece of bread is enough, share the happiness, share the difficulties."

Yang Yu looked envious. "My husband and wife are really loving. They are the most loving couple I've ever met. My sister and I can't stand the dog food."

Yang Min also agreed with a smile, "yes, Mr. and Mrs. are really model couples. Mrs. is really blessed."

My heart is really mixed, I call it lucky?

Fang zhe said with a smile, "my wife will be more blessed in the future. You'll be bored for a while. Go to exercise first. I'll take you to a place in the afternoon."