Chapter 39

As soon as I heard that Fang zhe was going to take me out, I almost refused without thinking: I won't go.

He slightly frowned, "you didn't hear me say where to go, you can't say?"

"I'm not going anywhere." I say it firmly.

"And why? Why are you so stubborn? " Fang zhe showed displeasure on his face.

What I think in my heart is that I'm disabled now. It's not convenient for me to go anywhere, and I'll be treated coldly by others, so I won't go anywhere.

But I don't think I need to explain to Fang Zhe that I don't have to communicate with him so much. So I went straight to exercise.

At the end of the morning exercise, Yang Yu asked me to lie on the bed and massage my legs. She said that my leg muscles had increased significantly and were more elastic than before. I was developing in a better direction.

For me now, the best news is that my body recovers smoothly. There is no news that makes me more happy.

When I was bathing and changing clothes, Fang zhe came. Holding a suit of clothes in his hand, "wear this. I made it specially for you. Don't wear it like an old lady. Go out with me and lose face."

I said I don't, I'm not going anywhere, so I'll wear a housecoat.

He habitually put his hand on my head and said gently, "although you are still recovering, you have to go out for a walk. It's not good for your body and mind to hold it at home all the time. It's rare for me to have time. I'll go out with you."

I pointed to my leg. "Can I walk? Are you satirizing me? "

"Although your leg hasn't fully recovered, I can be your leg. As long as I'm here, you can go to the ends of the earth." Fang zhe said.

For a person with a disability, it's a bit provocative. I was really moved.

But I quickly told myself that he was a hypocritical person, he just lied to me and couldn't believe him.

"Put them on." He handed me the new dress again. "Put it on and I'll take you out to dinner."

"I'm not going." I still insist that I really don't want others to see me disabled.

"Don't be so stubborn. When I say I want to take you out, I must take you out. If you change your clothes or not, I will take you out. If you don't mind your image, you can go out in this dress. "

Although Fang Zhe's voice is still very gentle, his face is obviously sulky.

I'm under his control now, and I can't resist him at all. If I don't listen to him, he will lift me directly into the car and pull me out.

It's better to listen to him than to be put out by him.

I put on the clothes he bought for me. The cloth is soft, the style is fashionable and not complicated, which is very suitable for disabled people like me.

In fact, I like it very much in my heart. I haven't worn such beautiful clothes for a long time, but I still pretend to be very plain on the surface.

After putting on the clothes, Fang zhe asked me if I wanted Yang Yu to make up for me or if I wanted to do it myself.

I don't know how to make up myself.

Dressed up downstairs, Yang Min and Yang Yu are surprised, "the wife dressed up is too beautiful, absolutely beautiful!"

People like to be praised, and so do I. Hear them praise me beautiful, my heart is still a little happy.

At this time, the driver arrived and carried me to the nanny car with Fang Zhe. The car drove out of Banshan villa and soon arrived in the city.

Maybe it was quiet for a long time, or maybe the taxi driver brought me psychological shadow that day. Now I have a kind of fear of downtown. When I see the busy traffic, I feel like I want to go back.

Avoiding the world for too long will really make people fear society. Because most of the dangers and injuries people encounter come from the same kind, people have become the most dangerous animals in the world.

"Don't you feel well?" Fang zheluo asked me in a soft voice.

I shook my head and didn't speak.

"If you stay in the mountains for a long time and occasionally come to the city, you will feel uncomfortable because of the noise, which I understand." He was so clever that he guessed what I was thinking.

I still didn't speak.

"But cities are the key to driving social development. Without such bustle and noise, society will not progress. The city of city is the most quiet in the farming age, but the productivity is far from being so developed. Today when people are too noisy in the Tucao City, they often make complaints about the benefits of the urban development to the society. We should learn to see the problem objectively and realize that every advantage has its disadvantages.

Fang zhe suddenly discussed with me the big topic of social development, and I couldn't take it down.

He also realized that the problem was too big and laughed at himself, "I shouldn't tell you this, but what I mean is to learn to look at the world objectively, learn to look at me objectively, and don't always think that I must be a bad person. It's just your subjective imagination."

Around for a long time, it turned out that he was trying to persuade me not to hate him or her.I'm not a stone man. I see and remember what he did to me. If it wasn't for my mother's business, I would not be so indifferent to him. I would even be grateful to him. But some things can't be decided by myself, because the reality is too cruel.

Speaking to the destination, is a western restaurant. He said he would bring me to dinner, but it turned out to be western food.

"Remember this restaurant? This is the first time I've brought you to Western food. " Fang zhe said to me with a smile.

Actually, I remember. That day, he packed the whole restaurant. I can still remember the candlelight and the sound of music. I didn't forget everything.

But I can't miss those beautiful, because those beautiful are false. So I pretended to forget and shook my head coldly.

This time, Fang Zhe's disappointment was more obvious, but he still laughed, "I don't remember that this is the first time we have dinner in the restaurant. You are very beautiful that day. I took a picture of you. You smile like a flower. Do you want to see the pictures at that time? "

I said no, I was stupid at that time. I didn't know the trap and plot behind it, so I didn't want to see myself as a fool at that time.

I was very disappointed with him, and I could see his anger, but he was still reluctantly laughing. "Well, you're not a nostalgic person, so let them start serving."

I am also asking myself in my heart, he is so good to me, am I too indifferent? Should I try to be a little better to him?

I started serving. I ate the same food as I did at that time. Actually, I remember them all.

I feel sad for myself to remember those things. I remember that I was still nostalgic subconsciously. I didn't completely let go of each other's dependence. I even doubted whether I loved him or hated him.

Fang zhe raised his glass, "come and celebrate that we are all alive. Thank God for making us all alive."