Chapter 149 - Forgiveness

Quin tried to sit up but she was still weak, that lost her balance, suddenly someone grabbed her shoulder to help. The touch was so warm and gentle and was giving a sense of protection to her. She looked up and was surprised to see someone. 

'How could he be so gentle and warm like the sun in the winter?' Quin thought as she saw him. But somewhere she does not want to believe his gentleness and warm or not even want to reciprocate to it.

She pushed Rayn away back and somehow sat straight on the bed. She didn't even look at him, she looked the other way.

Cailin was confused about what was going on and just then his nanny came and took him out. He wanted to stay with his momma but he could feel the atmosphere was not good to stay. It was better to leave them alone. 

Cailin went to his mom and gave a peek on her cheeks,"Momma, Cailin will go now. I will visit you again tomorrow, rest well. Dadda will stay here and take care of you. Don't worry about me and Alinea. Me will be a good brother and take care of both of us and aunty is there to look after me." Cailin said with a warm smile on his face. He knows that his mom will be worried about him instead of taking rest, so he consoles her that he and Alinea will be fine.

Quin's eyes wailed up hearing him, she was proud of him; he was so m.a.t.u.r.e. She peeked on both of his chubby cheeks, "I am sorry baby, I will get better and go to you. Wait for me will you?" Quin asked, patting his head. He nodded trying to hold his head. 

Quin noticed it, she can't believe that her little baby grew so much in a few days. She was more proud of him but somewhere she felt guilty to make her little baby more m.a.t.u.r.e than his age. She wants her to enjoy his childhood like other kids, innocent and spoiled sometimes but he is so understanding that he always acts way more m.a.t.u.r.e than his age. He was a good big brother and a son, she really thanked God bless her with him. She was happy for him in her dark world. He was the only light in her life who showed her world and gave warmth to her. 

Cailin left with his nanny, it was just Rayn and Quin left in the room. It was a bit awkward as Quin was silent looking the other way, and Rayn was not sure how to start the conversation. 

He realized that he brought a bouquet for her. A bouquet white tulips and purple lavender. Rayn knew that he may not be able to ask forgiveness but he can express it. 

White tulips which symbolizes 'I am sorry' and lavender symbolizes purity, silence, devotion the serenity but violet color itself represent color of royalty and forgiveness. And one more reason why Ryan used lavender instead of other flowers is because Quin likes lavenders and purple color. 

Quin saw the bouquet from the corner of her eyes, she understood what he wanted to direct with that bouquet. He wanted forgiveness from her after all he had done. Quin wanted to laugh out, she felt disgusted. 

She can't believe Rayn was so shameless that he had still face to ask forgiveness from her after all he did to her, maybe old Quin would forgive him but not the present Quin. Old Quin like him to be exact was obsessed with him but the current Quin don't even hate him because you should love someone to hate him but she don't have any feelings for him then how can she hate him. 

"I bought these flowers for you." Rayn said, trying to start the conversation between them. 

Quin still didn't reply or look at him, he felt awkward and also painful seeing her not giving him any attention. He sighed, and kept the flower on the bedside table. 

He sat down on a stool beside her bed, Quin noticed everything from the corner of her eyes but still she didn't react to it. 

Rayn didn't know from where to start the talk. Somehow he gathered all his courage and looked at her and called out her name, "Quin…" 

"Hope I didn't disturb you two." A voice interrupted from behind it was the doctor who came to check on Quin. Quin looked toward the doctor, she was thanking the doctor inwardly for coming just at the time.

Rayn sighed and glared towards the doctor, he finally gathered courage to ask forgiveness but the doctor ruined it. The doctor felt the chill down his spine. He didn't know what to do, he felt Rayn's eyes and wanted to cry at the bad timing. 

"No it's fine." Quin interrupted them, she saw Rayn throwing daggers at the doctor with his eyes. If she didn't say anything the doctor will leave them for sure and don't want to spend time with him. 

Doctor felt a bit relieved on hearing her as Rayn's gaze was diverted to her but she ignored him like before. 

Rayn sighed softly before looking at the doctor,"Are you not going to check her?" He asked in a sharp tone. 

"Ah, yes." The doctor said going close to her. "I would have checked her already if you had stopped glaring at me" the doctor mumbled under his breath. 

He checked Quin, during the whole check he felt the glares coming from Rayn. He tried to stay calm and immediately left after the check up. He didn't want to stay there one more second. After leaving the room the doctor sighed in relief, he had the worst day in his life. He will never go inside this room if that person is inside. He promised himself. 

After the doctor left, Rayn looked at Quin. She was a bit upset that the doctor left so early now she had to stay with a monster alone. Who knows what he will do to her? He was scary, a monster who can do anything to her. No, she doesn't want to be here. She wanted to leave, she tried to get up from the bed, seeing her getting up from Rayn went close to her and tried to stop her. 

"What are you doing, stay in the bed, you are still weak." Rayn said but she didn't listen and stood up. She was still weak, her legs wobble and she was about to fall when Rayn caught her by her wrist.