Chapter 163 - I don't mind but do you dare to me

Michael can't stop remembering the past thoughts. How they first met. How they fall for each other. How she left him. How she took colours from his life. For the past several years he was living a dark life without any hope. When Sara left him, he got the information of her getting into a car accident, and when he went to meet her; she was gone. All thought she died, but somewhere he could never accept she was dead, that she would never come back to him; that he would never meet him. It was until he met Sara again at the hotel, drunk. 

Seeing her there, he felt like he was thunderstruck. He continued mumbling to himself,"It's not true, she is not her. Sara is dead, she is not her." But one's heart will always recognize their other half, and when Sara knocked down, he immediately realized it was her. 

The same feeling, same touch; one can have the same face but no one can have the same touch and give him the same feeling. He wanted to hug her instantly but when he saw that she didn't recognize him. He felt his heart shattered, he met her again by fate but she forgot him. 

Was it a dream? Even though it was a dream, can't that dream give her memories of theirs. 

He didn't care whether it was a dream or not, if he had gotten her he didn't want to let her go again. He can't stop himself from kissing her. Those soft lips, who always complain, tease him. He wanted to capture the feeling. 

But instead of kissing him back like before, she was pissed off. Seeing her leave him, he was mistaken. He was sure Sara would never behave with him like that. She was not her. But his heart was telling him, to look for her, she was his Sara. 

He asked Andrew to research her, and even most of her information was cleared, getting those that made him believe it was her. When he learned about her memory loss, he felt heartbroken but he promised himself to make her remember about them. But after knowing remembering means losing her forever again, he didn't dare. He would love to create new memories of them instead of trying to make her remember the past. Even seeing her everyday was better even if she never had their memories than losing her forever. He had lost her before not again. It can be painful to see her not remember anything about him other than losing her.

He didn't want her to leave him again, which is why he proposed to marry her on their second meeting, but Sara got pissed with him again and left him alone. 

He wanted to keep her by his side. Yes, he was selfish not thinking of Sara but his fear of her leaving him was greater than her hating him.

He can take her hating him but not her leaving him. 

But who would have thought that she didn't want to marry because he was a playboy but how could he tell her that he only dated those girls because he thought they were her, every girl he dated looked a bit like her or somehow had a background. 

Yes, he was wrong that he tried to find Sara in every girl. But he was just trying to find a cure for himself. He missed her. If she never came back, he would lose himself. 

Love was a pain but when one's fall in love they would love that pain. To be with your loved ones you could do something is love. Yes it was harsh, but heart never listens to you, you could ignore heart but it will give more pain, at last the only way to stop being in pain is listen to your heart. 

"Sara, don't leave me alone again." Michael looked at her, and gently c.a.r.e.s.sed her cheeks,"If I do something, punish me. Punish me the way you want. But never leave me." Michael said.

"I will never leave you. What's wrong with you?" Sara said. "If you want to leave me, I will tie you up with a rope and keep you in the bas.e.m.e.nt." Sara pulled him closer by his tie and said in a dangerous tone.

"You can keep me locked in the bas.e.m.e.nt now , but I need you as my food." Michael said, pushing her on the bed; putting all the pressure on his arms, to stay above her.

Sara smirked,"I don't mind but do you dare to eat me." She teased as she put her arms around his neck.

"Are you doubting me?" Michael raised his brow. 

"Ahem. Sorry to disturb you two." Doctor said after seeing what was going on. He was ashamed. In his mind he was cursing the two for using hospital as their bedroom. 

Hearing those both Sara and Michael turned their heads and saw the doctor. Sara cheeks flushed red in embarrassment. How could she do that in front of a stranger. She instantly let go of turned her head to the other side. Michael got up and sighed in his bad luck. He sat down on the couch with a stern face like nothing happened. 

The doctor shook his head and checked Sara. 

"Young girl, you are fine. You can leave but I will advise that you don't do heavy exercise like now. You are still pregnant and wait for a few more months to do it even though your hormones make it difficult. If you still can't control then I will suggest don't overdo it. I will leave now." Doctor warned before leaving.

Sara wants to dig a hole and hide herself when the doctor says those words. She never felt more ashamed like that before. She throws daggers with her eyes at Michael. It was all his fault. Michael saw her glares, he cleared his throat and looked away as if he didn't hear or notice anything.